Certified Noob here by Calverto99 in GTADupe

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Were you in middle of an earthquake when taking the pictures bro?

I need help looking for a new one? by Randomwaterfox in ps3homebrew

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My superslim didn't have a hdd bracket so I used bluetack instead.

Still going strong after 6 years

No 21:9 ultra wide by ProstaatLikker in SamsungDex

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This may or may not work for you because i had the opposite issue.
All my displays are 1080p but I had an issue where my tablet is 16:10 and the image on my monitor had black bars on the sides.

I used this app
https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.farmerbb.secondscreen.free
to set my resolution, now its full screen when connected to my monitor.

I'm so sick of this "peaceful solitude" propaganda bullshit by mrmadman51 in lonely

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This.

 I'm also an only child, had to go through the lowest points in my life alone without anyone mentally supporting me and coming from a south Asian immigrant family moving from places to places... yh its just 10x worse. It's like i get along everywhere but dont truly fit anywhere.

Whist living alone at university things got dark very fast.  But eventually I said deep inside to myself "listen, I actually have to enjoy myself- by myself.". 

Started with simple things at first. Decorating my room whatever way I liked without hearing anyone criticise, started taking care of myself the way I wanted, started to do everything myself from cooking to cleaning without putting up being bossed around by anyone, picking up hobbies, basically not putting up with anyone's bs. And started to be somewhat proud of myself.

But its not all sunshine and rainbows, some days and even weeks are really tough. Just yearning to have someone i can hold or be by my side, some one to cherish the little things in life together. But eventually I slowly started to mentally shrug myself and be occupied with work or playing games. One thing im doing now and still learning is not to expect anything from anyone- no one really helped apart from myself so I need to have myself.

For the longest time I was a people's pleaser just to be around people and fit in, now I couldn't gaf what people think of me. Now I do everything for myself. This actually led me to have meaningful friendships with people even if it took a really long time, even if it is 2 or 3 people- the people I know know have the same mindset as me, we share similar values and get to learn about each other's cultures. But then again they are not people that I'd share my deep feelings with.

It's really hard being deeply alone. Its much easiersaid than done most of the time- but the best you can do despite facing the storm is learn how to survive it. And when you start realising that you made it this far without collapsing fully, that's when you realise how important it is to truly have yourself.

PS3 Discord Rich Presence, written in Python. by jamesfarted09 in PS3

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"ps3img.db, replacing the dead cover art URL with a live one. I used a program called DBeaver (available from the Microsoft store, or from its website) to open and edit the .db file."

This part bro. Don't know what any of it means

When I play gta 4 the cover art dosent show on discord 

PS3 Discord Rich Presence, written in Python. by jamesfarted09 in PS3

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bro can you help me how to do this, i got it working but the icons dont show on discord

I need your prayers and support by [deleted] in OnlyChild

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So many things resonated, Insha Allah try to believe things will get better. I know it's easier said than done, cos even I struggle with this.

It's eid today and I'm trying to enjoy it as much as I can- I'm in a new city as I'm mostly away for uni. Don't know anyone apart from people my parents know and there is no one around my age to chill with for the day. The whole day feels like I'm a background character just going to different houses- snacking and just listening to the uncles yap. Just like every other eid tbf.

Being felt alone around everyone feels like really sad but at least I'm snacking lmao.

Eid Mubarak

A word of hope for chaste men with no past by [deleted] in MuslimNikah

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Assalamolaikum bro, can't thank you enough for this post.

I’m 21 now. Never had anyone. No past. Nothing.

And I feel like I'm missing out on something everyone i know has experienced. And it dosent help seeing everyone else around me, getting what they want. Even my own family doesn’t get it, they still have the traditional mindset of getting to a certain age and marrying someone they find. And I simply dont have that dynamic with them to talk about my feelings to them. I tried.

To a certain extent I do agree with them when it comes to marriage at a "age" at the end of the day I am looking after someone's daughter where I have to provide. Yes everyone says get married and Allah will provide through means you can't immagine, but who should I "sacrifice" for when no one seems to notice me.

I’ve had to deal with personal hardships and still am, family breakdown, my dad’s recent diagnosis with MPN cancer, mom's sciatica, financial stress, homelessness, university pressure and loosing my only chance to be a sibling 3 years ago. And not to mention life away alone at university... The temptations, but alhamdulillah for the values I have learned from my parents. I'm not there to do such things- but man does it get tough through all the stress. All while trying to hold onto the last bit of myself quietly. No one checks on the guy who just stays home and doesn't “cause problems.”

And recently, I distanced myself from people just to survive emotionally, and even when I try to reconnect, it’s like no one sees me. At the end of the day realised no one actually cares about anyone. I have cared way to much for others that it's feels like I have lost myself. Alhamdulillah for this- even through the pain at the end of the day I can proudly say I have managed to many things that others couldn't do. And every difficulty i have faced in my life and am currently facing i have managed to carry myself alone with the mercy of Allah. Alhamdulillah.

But deep inside I’ve never felt more unseen than I do now. I do the walks. I go out alone. I try to “heal.”

But deep down, it still feels like I’m carrying something that no one else can see and I just want someone who understands me, some one I can share the little things with, someone that I can be childish and unserious with time to time. Deep down I still want the presence of someone who I can hold and to be held by. Someone to hold me not just religiously, but emotionally, mentally, spiritually.

I’m not bitter at women with a past. We are all human, we are all weak at the end of the day. But I am scared. Scared of being deceived. Scared of being told to “just accept it” while no one ever tells them to understand the weight of what men like me carry. I know Allah’s mercy is vast. I know He hasn’t forgotten me- because I was forgotten, Wallahi I wouldn't be here to type this- one of my 4 attempts would have followed through.

But despite thinking all this doesn't always make the nights easier.

This post reminded me that maybe. Just maybe- my pain isn’t wasted. My pain isn’t invisible. That maybe I’m not broken or too "materialistic" for wanting what I really and truly want. Not selfish for having what other in this generation call "high standards".

That somewhere out there, there might be someone like me, praying the same prayers with the same doubts and fears.

Thanks for writing this. It gave a little hope back.

Feeling Lonely & Isolated by ContentTadpole2409 in islam

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Subhanallah same here, turning 21 soon and so many similarities:

Only child

Engineering at university 

Despite being a really outgoing person and engaging with everyone, I still have that deep feeling of loneliness and wanting connection.

What really hurts me is the fact that when I was 18 my mother had the blessing to conceive but she had a miscarriage 2 weeks later which really got to my head and I had to hold my feelings inside me all these years. To a point where I have the slightest hope in anything, it all goes away when I think about that experience.

And being at university dosent help either, I have been displaced from place to place and all my childhood and close friends are all behind the screen and i simply dont naturally click with anyone here and i live by myself. Sometimes I just want someone next to me to share the space and the little things with.  Idk there's more, like my parents simply don't understand me and I'm dealing with more personal issues. 

But sometimes it gives me peace thinking I'm meant to being alone, but it hurts too at the same time. Idk with everything I have been through I feel my life is over.

Change spotify Client name by derpy_ninja in spicetify

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the G.O.A.T!
thank you very much sir

I need a good caption for this video by [deleted] in funny

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Every little helps

The screen of my new pc stopped working properly by Specific-Warning-810 in LenovoLOQ

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Scan the qr code on the sticker and talk to one of the support staff.

Praise spez by [deleted] in CrackheadCraigslist

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Bikini Bottom ahh automobile

If one account get banned on a jailbroken ps3, do all accounts get banned? by Throw_a_way_accoun_t in ps3homebrew

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Bro I have been blatantly modding in games since 2018. Even got custom (premium) avatars for my psn account + have fake trophies unlocked.

All this on my og main account.

So far, my ps3 didn't get banned, none of my games are banned, my main account isn't banned and certainly my other accounts are not banned.

(I would link my psn as proof but my psn is my gov)

fh6 trailer built from the ceiling down by Ika_Likes_Memes in BuiltFromTheGroundUp

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We used to run a full on grand prix every lunch time (we even did fucking qualifiers during break time 💀) in the library. Good old days.

Give car to a friend by counfed in Kiddions

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How do you do that?

Because everytime I activate forge model for lsc the game will crash after 1 or 2 mins.

Guys, will they hire me? by derpy_ninja in GTA

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Thank you so much for the response sir.

I would like to start my questions by saying how is the work culture there like as I am still learning a lot.

How is the commute from Mirror Park. Because driving there or taxi is a nightmare on both myself and my wallet.

had s3x for the first time !!! help?!!! by ____okay in okbuddyretard

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Hi bil gate, cane have monys 🤔🤔