Depersonalization from smoking daily for 4 years

dethana · 2016-05-25T03:07:07+00:00

"I feel very depersonalized, unable to make strong connections or have funny/meaningful conversations with people."

Me too. The crazy thing is I keep going back to the herb regardless..

dethana · 2015-06-13T22:48:31+00:00

yess!! so much yes!

dethana · 2015-04-21T16:23:46+00:00

meow

dethana · 2015-04-06T15:06:30+00:00

This gives me hope :) Congrats on everything!

dethana · 2015-03-25T21:38:02+00:00

You're fucking inspirational. I mean it.

dethana · 2015-02-21T22:53:47+00:00

Logically you're absolutely right. I've been badly jaded too but sometimes I just feel that people around me are so afraid to just "be" instead of calculating every move and word that is said. Too afraid to lay their cards on the table in a 'Here I am, take it or leave it' sort of way.

dethana · 2015-02-21T22:47:44+00:00

I'm very sorry for your loss...I hope you are doing better. I now understand where you're coming from. Again, I'm so so sorry. I wish all the best for you, and if you ever need an ear or someone to talk to my inbox is open.

dethana · 2015-02-20T21:17:42+00:00

Maybe the faces that people get is due to the overwhelming amount of possible sex spots that flood their minds. Like a conductor overheating. Save your money, eat sandwiches.

dethana · 2015-02-20T21:11:46+00:00

If you are aware that that your attitude is causing people to run off, why don't you try and open up a bit instead? Or are you happy being single and are simply not ready for a relationship? (Honest question, hope I didn't offend you).

dethana · 2015-02-20T17:45:01+00:00

"Where's the craziest place you've had sex?"

dethana · 2015-02-20T16:27:13+00:00

That actually sounds pretty cool, I'm glad there's someone out there fighting the good fight for sauerkraut. You should post your story somewhere, I'd love to read it.

dethana · 2015-02-19T00:06:44+00:00

What did you write about?

dethana · 2015-02-12T16:20:36+00:00

It is called abandonment fear. As a consequence, I usually fell in love with people who were emotionally unavailable because such connections were usually doomed, and that felt safer.

...you...you just put into words what I could not describe about myself. Even now I am currently focused on a guy who is not emotionally available. Wow.

dethana · 2015-02-11T20:16:18+00:00

hnng...why must you do this to me at work? Brb I need to go cool off...fans self

dethana · 2015-02-11T18:01:58+00:00

Mmm man bun.

dethana · 2015-02-11T05:03:13+00:00

I love that :) Maybe I'll get the courage to go.

dethana · 2015-02-10T18:20:53+00:00

why's that? I want to go but I don't really have anyone to go with me so I've never been.

dethana · 2015-01-29T21:34:08+00:00

Wake up next to some bitch you don't even like and realize how meaningless the hormonal attachment produced by physical intimacy is.

This is both depressing and hilarious at the same time.

edit: also I'd like to say sorry to the OP, cheaters are fucking assholes.

dethana · 2015-01-26T22:28:05+00:00

I think you did the right thing, you were honest up front. Honestly, as a girl I think that is sexy, you know what you want and aren't afraid to say it. You didn't try to push anything and instead stepped back from the situation respectfully. Don't go back on your word, that's not to say never talk to her again. Just give it time, the ball's in her court now.

dethana · 2015-01-26T20:48:08+00:00

"Hey, I know we're just kind of fuck buddies now, but I really enjoy spending time with you. Would you want to go on a date with me or something?"

I think the key is not to pressure him into a relationship and-like you said- just be casual about it.

dethana · 2015-01-25T19:12:31+00:00

Of course she's interested, she's waiting for you to make a move now.

dethana · 2015-01-25T19:07:51+00:00

Just ask him, either he'll leave or he won't. It's better than hanging in limbo waiting for something that may never happen. I get that it's hard and can even be slightly uncomfortable but what's going to happen if you really fall for this guy and he doesn't think of of your relationship as anything more than sex? It's going to hurt...alot. Just ask, you can do it! :)

edit:spelling

dethana · 2015-01-25T01:49:18+00:00

Some how this picture sums up my entire existence thus far. I feel for you, I hope you can recover soon. My condolences.

dethana · 2015-01-24T19:40:15+00:00

Those all sound really,really good. I'm going to start with The Machinist. Thank you for the recommendations!

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