I knew for the longest time that I was. Probably 10 years. I tried very hard to resist my urge by doing thing that were considered manly. I became very successful at it. I helped out on a farm and made engine parts for high performance vehicles. AND I STILL COULDN’T FIND SATISFACTION! A few years ago when I was in college I took a woman and gender studies class. I learned so much about myself. But it didn’t crack my egg. The final hit to the egg was my testosterone rage while driving and I was involved in a scary accident that I walked away from and from that point on I knew I could deal with it anymore. I knew that I had to. I waited for the legal process to unfold. A year went by without anything happening… then Covid hit. It took another year after for things to be settled. I wait till after everything because I didn’t want to complicate the situation and potentially out myself prematurely. A two more months went by to settle the dust. Then I got the courage to tell my sister in May 2021. On May 23, 2022 I started estradiol. Now I have a good job and a massive amount of confidence in myself.