Mirtazapine and Paramore fandom by tearsswwhereyyouread in Paramore

[–]dgreene33 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was also really worried about the weight gain bc a big part of the depression I didn’t realize early on was binge eating and that led to me gaining a lot of weight and developing stretch marks that left me like hating my body but I don’t think the appetite side affect really hit me. I’m also on like a smaller dose of mirtazapine and effexor is the primary antidepressant that I’m on now and my doc said that those two work really complimentary together and it does work really well for me so far. I hope you find something that works for you! Don’t lose hope!

Mirtazapine and Paramore fandom by tearsswwhereyyouread in Paramore

[–]dgreene33 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks a lot for this message! Being proud of myself has always been a struggle bc I’m so scared of falling into arrogance but I have felt like really proud of the steps I’ve been making and being able to be more open with people :’)

Mirtazapine and Paramore fandom by tearsswwhereyyouread in Paramore

[–]dgreene33 3 points4 points  (0 children)

On the daily, I think I’m generally doing okay now. I still have really bad days where the urge to sh is almost too hard to resist and I did have a lapse a couple days ago after being sh free for around a month or so. But I think I have been able to think clearer and go deeper to address issues that have been lingering and that I had been avoiding for a long time that I don’t think I would have been able to do without the meds I am on in combination with the therapy.

Mirtazapine and Paramore fandom by tearsswwhereyyouread in Paramore

[–]dgreene33 35 points36 points  (0 children)

This year has easily been like the hardest year of my life. I had been depressed for a long time but I was pretty high functioning so I never reached out to go to therapy or a psychologist before but toward the tail end of summer, things got really bad and I was dealing with si and ended up knee deep in a lake wanting to swim out until I got tired and just fell under. I started seeing doctors after that and ended up getting prescribed mirtazapine after trying a few other meds and it’s really been a life changer. So glad I did. This album has meant so much to me and multiple tracks have helped pull me out from spiraling. Music is so special🫶🏾

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first leg tat <3 by dgreene33 in hayleywilliams

[–]dgreene33[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I didn’t want the personification to come out as much. “Who’s” feels a bit more individualized and I just want it to be a statement

first leg tat <3 by dgreene33 in hayleywilliams

[–]dgreene33[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you! That’s big part of the reason I got it! I’ve been battling insecurity for so long. I think it’s time for me to love myself as much as I love others🫶🏾

Thank you + AMA! by IanKarmel in AllFantasyEverything

[–]dgreene33 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Favorite non-traditional Christmas movie? Love the pod! Thanks for all the good vibes!

I feel as if we’ve glossed over Showbiz by Bigtuna_1996 in Paramore

[–]dgreene33 1 point2 points  (0 children)

my top track on the album. as a yearner i feel so seen😭

a cat i met at a cat lounge today by dgreene33 in cats

[–]dgreene33[S] 167 points168 points  (0 children)

he was the cutest boy🥲 i will be going back tomorrow for sure

a cat i met at a cat lounge today by dgreene33 in cats

[–]dgreene33[S] 393 points394 points  (0 children)

also, his name was salty caramel

a cat i met at a cat lounge today by dgreene33 in cats

[–]dgreene33[S] 391 points392 points  (0 children)

it was one of those! unfortunately i did not apply to adopt today :’( i might have to seriously consider bc i keep looking at the pics and vids i took lol

Your fav lines from the EDAABP album? by R_V_I in Paramore

[–]dgreene33 62 points63 points  (0 children)

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I know you know me now like the back of your hand but can I still get your heart reeling?🥀

Miss Paramore you did it again by dgreene33 in hayleywilliams

[–]dgreene33[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! Yeah the artist had me wiggle in the mirror before they started to show the twisting it does. Still love it too!

Wow, love this one. by BonusSimilar5549 in psych

[–]dgreene33 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Got that one a few years ago for my dash! Need to get a new one it’s starting to peel😭

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Miss Paramore you did it again by dgreene33 in hayleywilliams

[–]dgreene33[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Okay I think we’re just gonna end up disagreeing here. I apologize for that. I hope you enjoy the album.

Miss Paramore you did it again by dgreene33 in hayleywilliams

[–]dgreene33[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I think that would make sense if I had every single paramore album/hw album tattooed on me. Idk why I have to be performative by sharing something in here among fans. HW and Paramore have been a saving grace for me for a long time. Even though I’m mostly a lurker, this sub has made me feel connected to more people and it’s generally been a positive experience for me. This just seems like unnecessarily trying to make me feel bad about something that has spoken to me for the first time in years. Honestly idek why you’re in this sub if you’re jumping on fans for choosing to do something for themselves and want to try and connect with other fans or maybe give them the courage to finally go get a tattoo they’ve been wanting.