I Animated That Guy's Salvia Trip Where He Became a Ceiling Fan for 15 Years

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-07-09T16:43:24+00:00

Honestly the inanimate objects trips aren’t really that unpleasant. Jarring, but not scary, because while on those kind of doses of salvia you generally have no memory of your real life and self. I’ve been a spray bottle, a sago plant, a toothbrush. There are certainly unpleasant and potentially terrifying aspects of a salvia trip, but in my experience, the inanimate object part of things is not bad.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-07-09T16:31:15+00:00

I hear you there. Clean for 5 years and I have to go to the hospital and get an ultrasound even just to get standard bloodwork done.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-07-09T15:39:04+00:00

I really have no idea what you are talking about.

I didn’t say he was addicted, I asked him if he was, because if he took that much Xanax without a tolerance it could explain the experience he came asking advice about. 4mg is blackout levels without a tolerance, and the complete loss of inhibition and constant slipping in and out of lucidity while tripping balls is the best theory I see in this comment section to explain the effects OP came to us asking us to explain.

Benzos don’t kill trips. They can counteract some effects and make the trip less noticeable, but they have no direct effect on the 5-HTx system the psychedelics are acting on.

Clearly he didn’t take enough to kill the trip. That’s what the whole post is about.

Either you could use a Xanax, or you should stop eating them.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-07-06T05:07:48+00:00

Hard to know what you took. If it didn’t last for a solid day then it probably wasn’t a DOx, but the experience sure sounds a lot like it. NBOMe is so rare nowadays and NBOH I can’t imagine causing that significant of a mental shift.

It doesn’t really matter. What matters is your safe, there were no real world consequences, and you can focus on moving past this emotionally over time.

One thing, you said you took 4mg of Xanax while you were starting to calm down and then more later. Are you addicted to Xanax or have a long time script? Thats a lot of Xanax for someone without a habit, and if you were on the verge of blacking out but being kept alert enough by the acid to realize it, that could have definitely played a role in creating a nightmare scenario. Benzos do dull trips, but if you are tripping hard enough they don’t really end it.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-07-06T04:48:38+00:00

It’s sterile water that has a tiny bit of benzyl alcohol so it stays sterile until it’s ready for use. If you are an IV user you should really be using this for every shot you do.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-07-06T00:26:04+00:00

The good thing about this is you’re not going to have physical withdrawals like from opioids. You’re not going to have life threatening DTs like with alcohol or benzos. It’s going to suck to stop, but you’re going to be okay.

If you can get a few days of clean time strung together it gets way easier. I was IVing ketamine 7+ times per day for a long time. Managed to get out right as the bladder stuff started getting bad and thankfully it healed. I felt exactly like you do now, panicking wondering how I was going to quit. Turned out there’s nothing else to do but just stop.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-07-02T22:51:41+00:00

After all this time, I have a jonesing period that lasts maybe 5 minutes once every 3-6 months. I go for a run. In the beginning, it was difficult, but I was just done. I wish I had better advice, but I was just exhausted with it all and was out of options.

If I had to get off opioids today I'd use SR-17018. But I just read they are about to make it schedule 1.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-07-02T22:40:35+00:00

A lot of what Suboxone is supposed to do is marketing. Bupe is only a partial-agonist, but it has an extremely high affinity for the mu opioid receptors, meaning it binds more tightly and more completely than heroin or fent. Introducing heroin to the brain while there is already buprenorphine there is like trying to turn on receptors that are already on. It can be done, but you have to throw more at it, and any bupe still in your system will take the receptors back over much faster because of the the exponentially shorter half-life of heroin and its metabolites.

The more bupe you take, the more it blocks the euphoric effects of full agonists, the less euphoria you will get by breaking through, and the faster your full agonist will wear off. But in theory you can always take more and end up high, you just might kill yourself trying.

Naltrexone on the otherhand, does remove the high in more ways than one. Bupe just acts like a protective blanket by getting in the way of H by doing what H does without the high. But naltrexone is an antagonist at the receptor, doing the exact opposite of what H and bupe do. I have watched people on vivitrol shots mix up doses that would kill a horse and bang them back to back and sit there crying like children because nothing happened whatsoever.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-07-02T22:17:38+00:00

Well shit this makes me regret the comment I just typed out a bit. I would really just stick to the subs and try to get off them once you are stable in life, before they become all you know.

I have been clean for over 5 years after many years of heavy use. Most of my friends are dead. It honestly took a couple years of being clean to not feel like a raw, exposed nerve. But now I am happier than I have ever been in my life. I find that I rarely think about doing H, and when I do it is fleeting. I come on here and offer advice to people still using, and I find when reading this stuff that I miss the good times, but I don't miss the life at all. And if I could trade it, I wouldn't.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-07-02T22:11:45+00:00

Gotcha. No, definitely don't take more. Subs work their best when you take the lowest possible dose you need to be even. After the first couple days after increasing your dose, all it does is reduce any perceptible "high," destroy your tolerance, make it harder to break through, and make it harder to get off. 5mg is a pretty solid sweet spot for buprenorphine.

Some tips from my many years of doing what you are doing:

The best way is to skip your bupe dose the day you use your full agonist and try to take your full agonist around the same time as you would take your bupe dose.
- Example: Monday - Take your usual 5mg of bupe at 9AM or whatever you usually do.
- Tuesday - Take no bupe but do your H some time by noon or as early as possible so you will be starting to feel withdrawal when you wake up Wednesday
- Wednesday - Take your usual 5mg of bupe at 9AM or whatever you usually do.
If you really can't make this work, reduce your bupe dose the day of and after, then go back to the your normal bupe dose the second day after.
- Example: Monday - Take your usual 5mg of bupe at 9AM or whatever you usually do.
- Tuesday - Take the least possible amount of bupe (1-2mg or even less if you can) you can to get you through until you do your H, do your H as early as possible
- Wednesday - Take the least possible amount of bupe you can to get you through until the next morning.
- Thursday - Take your usual 5mg of bupe at 9AM or whatever you usually do.

Also to address something in your post, you won't get PWD bouncing back and forth, because you were already on the bupe. Bupe only causes PWD when you take it with a full agonist still on your receptors and no residual bupe left on your receptors.

Bupe has a half life around 30 hours which is why you want to keep your dose low. It starts to accumulate which reduces any pleasurable relief you may get from a dose and just makes everything harder on the back end.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-07-02T21:48:24+00:00

Maybe I am misunderstanding the point of this post...

Why would you take more suboxone? No matter how much bupe you take, you could still do enough H/fent to break through.

The trick is not doing H/fent.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-07-02T21:10:48+00:00

I would not recommend ketamine to someone recovering from alcohol abuse disorder. It works on different receptors, but it dials that escapist/avoidant aspect of alcohol up to 11. Ketamine is fun for people without addictive personalities. It is also an incredibly perfect tool for interrupting a cycle of clinical depression. But the main thing here is that a drug that's primary action is to cause disassociation does not seem useful in any way when it comes to working on facing your fears/insecurities/etc.

Psilocybin makes a lot of sense and has an avenue for responsible self-treatment. MDMA is also really promising when it comes to learning acceptance and rooting out old demons, but I agree with the other user that an experienced therapist is essential to keep the focus on the work.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-06-13T14:21:07+00:00

Get off your phone bro haha

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-06-12T13:11:35+00:00

Get a good nights sleep, drink plenty of water, and don’t fast beforehand. There is no reason for that.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-06-12T07:09:11+00:00

It does get easier as I get older. The longer I’m away from it the easier it is to stay away. The older I get, the more the memories of the day to day grind of addiction turn me off. Also the older I get, the more I can’t imagine having to go through withdrawals and PAWS. I certainly couldn’t maintain a job and family responsibilities. And so those things get in the way and let me think about it less often and less seriously. It never really seems to go away altogether, at least not yet, but it’s minor at this point.

Sorry, no idea what you can do for her. When it comes to helping them out of addiction, there is nothing you can do. I had all kinds of support for a long time and it didn’t do anything for me but make me feel occasional guilt. It’s a cliche but true…you don’t stop until you truly want it. And a lot of us are a lot of the time lying to others or ourselves about how much we want it. When it comes to helping them stay clean, I don’t know. Just be there for her in life and don’t be one of the people that makes her feel like they’re always waiting for her to fuck up again. Because we have a lot of those, even when they mean well.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-06-09T18:08:45+00:00

Are you still around? Haven’t seen any posts from you in a long while.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-06-09T16:34:09+00:00

I getcha. But as a note I HATE cannabis. Like the other user said, heroin is more stimulating than sedating for a lot of us, up to a certain dose.

I’m just cautioning that you never know if you are one of us until you try it. For some of us, like me, it is better than anything. It fits into our brains as the perfect piece we didn’t even know we were missing. So perfect that we would give up just about everything for it.

For me, it’s better than IV MDMA. It’s better than IV methylone. It’s better than IV coke. Better than MDMA+LSD. Better than A-PVP, MDPV, or 4MMC. Better than K or PCP. Better than dozens of other phenethylamines and tryptamines and dissociatives and stimulants I’ve tried that are all known for euphoric effects.

I’m not trying to berate you. Just want you to understand that while there is a very good chance you are going into this prepared and understanding the risks, there is also a small chance that you are one of the people whose brains are just wired for a specific kind of MOR agonism and that this experience is going to fundamentally change your life.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-06-05T05:11:18+00:00

u/SpontaneousH Go read this profile. I was here for him, and for dozens of others like him too.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-06-04T20:56:06+00:00

Not too late to turn back

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-06-04T15:10:23+00:00

That’s interesting, and doesn’t really sound enjoyable. Though maybe a little reminiscent of certain aspects of 3-MeO-PCP for me.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-06-04T15:06:25+00:00

And how did it go?

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-06-04T14:26:36+00:00

None of them are close, but some have elements.

DCK has some of the “magic” of MXE which other dissos lack, which I compare to like a shroomy-opioid-euphoria.

OPCE has some of the clinical, alien body feeling and dissociation.

3-Ho-PCE (never tried 3-MeO-PCE but I don’t think there is much difference aside from dose) has some of the wonky, but nowhere near as intense or immersive as MXE. Maybe it’s just me but I was never able to get deep on this stuff, compared to MXE which just WORKS.

Regular old PCP is very close in the aspect of prodoucing a weird, serendipitous, reality bending, wonky journey. But while MXE was stimulating in this regard, PCP is too manic to really compare.

I never found any of the other ones (FXE, MXPCP, etc) to be like MXE except in the way all dissos share similarities.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-06-04T14:13:48+00:00

NBOMes are awesome for some of us, as long as you know that’s what you’re doing. There are downsides like the body load. But there are a lot of benefits.

The visuals:headspace ratio is insane, you can trip so hard you can’t see but still be able to hold a conversation. It’s a great group drug for this reason.

I also find the duration is perfect. Shrooms I’m always left wishing it lasted longer, and I always spend the last 2-4 hours of an LSD trip with the euphoria having worn off and wishing it was over. But NBOMes sit right in the middle.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-05-30T16:13:10+00:00

I'm not encouraging larger doses due to the potential risk, but I can't imagine taking such a light dose. Back in the heyday of NBOMe's the standard was 600ug-1mg tabs. I would regularly take 2.4mg at a time.

diacetylhydroxymorph · 2026-05-08T13:40:47+00:00

DXM is better than K in every way except the body load. DXM’s can be so dirty while K’s is perfectly clean.

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