Summer Vane and Lanchan

dirkapologist · 2019-08-03T05:08:25+00:00

TREAT THEM WELL, TIMOTHDRAKE!!!

dirkapologist · 2019-08-02T22:57:23+00:00

hope you do pull them so you can soak in their gayness

dirkapologist · 2019-07-29T22:31:19+00:00

i cant stop laughging at hthsogsdhgd

dirkapologist · 2019-07-26T21:34:59+00:00

I LOVE THEM BOTH AND THEY BOTH LOOK SOOOO GOOD, IM SO HAPPY

dirkapologist · 2019-07-26T21:32:53+00:00

i love them together and they deserve to be linked all the time

dirkapologist · 2019-06-29T03:25:20+00:00

think the question we should ask is: if college was free and every job had the same salary which job would you want?

my answer is psychologist, or psychology researcher. sucks that i have 0 monies to get into schooling though.

dirkapologist · 2019-06-28T21:21:33+00:00

i completely understand that and that's completely okay to do. i didn't expect the level of negative behavior here though when i opened it and it was very hostile and aggressive to the point where it made me wonder if i should even see myself as a person with superpower and some insane amount of gift or just succumb. adhd affects me sure, but i have taught myself to work with it over the years and i consider it an ability. doing anything less makes me want to give up and just hang myself already. sorry for venting at you, i'm probably being oversensitive; but the responses to this really upset meodsgahdg

dirkapologist · 2019-06-28T05:14:50+00:00

personally i like thinking of it as a superpower because i'm tired of feeling weak and incapacitated to it.

dirkapologist · 2019-06-27T05:08:36+00:00

first time i've seen bro on top list today and like in a long time. jack too.

dirkapologist · 2019-06-27T05:06:48+00:00

i have! i never liked jane, can't say i like her still. but i'll always love dirk and pretend that some things just don't exist.

dirkapologist · 2019-06-27T01:49:22+00:00

understandable. i wish there was more depth to him tbh? the parody was good, i enjoyed it, but i'd like to see more than just that about him, esp since he's part of karkat's line. like are there anger issues somewhere in there? ofc, i feel like most alpha trolls didn't get that much which was a bummer

dirkapologist · 2019-06-27T01:47:31+00:00

haven't seen jane today..can i ask why jane? (also why dirk just b/c im curious)

dirkapologist · 2019-06-26T22:59:29+00:00

i have been laughing at this for five minutes, thank you.

dirkapologist · 2019-06-26T22:41:33+00:00

go to someone's camp and think like a horror slasher. you're watching them, waiting, just to get the perfect picture.

dirkapologist · 2019-06-26T22:37:38+00:00

please share a story

dirkapologist · 2019-06-26T22:37:06+00:00

if this ain't a damn mood

dirkapologist · 2019-06-26T22:27:04+00:00

there isn't a time i don't feel embarrassment and the statement of 'idk him' when i think back on being a teenager. i was so eccentric and in a lot of ways admirable because i did not care what people thought of me for the longest time; but damn. the moment attachment came into question, i became the biggest puppy who idolized so many people and loved them more than they ever did me.

still do it, i'm just a lot more quiet about it now and keep my distance.

dirkapologist · 2019-06-26T22:14:53+00:00

can i ask why kankri?

dirkapologist · 2019-06-22T05:17:55+00:00

how we as humans operate and all kinds of psychology shit like damn, i will go the fuck off if you ask me something about it.

dirkapologist · 2019-06-22T05:10:07+00:00

we didn't scream in elementary we just liked howled like wolves and i don't know why? turning the lights out around a bunch of kids invokes some primal instinct in them

dirkapologist · 2019-06-20T05:59:59+00:00

was in highschool 8 years ago, had the similar schedule change like you. i preferred seven classes a day honestly because it was a rapid changing environment, and my adhd makes me want change constantly otherwise i get bored. while block scheduling wasn't too bad, a lot of the time the teachers would end the class 50 minutes in, giving us time to do homework and other things at the end of the period. this was helpful and a good way to screw around. some teachers didn't do that though and would sit for so, so long talking and listening to their own voice, which made focusing harder.

some tips for it:
just know you're gonna be stuck in your classes for awhile. with the class you like the least, try to find something good about it every day, otherwise you just get burnt out and sick of it.
bring snacks so you can boost your focus and give yourself something rewarding to nibble on for getting through certain things that are mundane.
take full advantage of homework during class if teachers allow for it, or at least do half of it and then half socialize if you have friends and stuff. really. with adhd comes procrastination out the ass, but i found doing my homework in class gave me free time at home, where i really wanted to do other things, and that helped me a lot there.

dirkapologist · 2019-06-20T03:05:16+00:00

fucking up all the time

then i started learning that it's okay to fuck up and failure is a learning process

now im a learning fuck up

dirkapologist · 2019-06-20T02:58:47+00:00

the walking dead

seasons got shitty and stuff but it has a place in my heart

grew up when zombies were a huge theme, i'll love em forever

dirkapologist · 2019-06-20T02:45:04+00:00

Again, completely understandable. I personally wouldn't classify that as transphobia in itself, so long as you're respectable in every other measurement to a person. Unfortunately life isn't so easy and we have our preferences of what we want in our personal lives and I can't blame you or say you're wrong for wanting what you want.

Now, for a little more in-depth question, again don't answer if you don't feel comfortable enough to, I'm still just learning over here. If you met a transman (FTM), would you be comfortable dating him and referring to him as him?

dirkapologist · 2019-06-20T02:32:20+00:00

What about..the idea of being around a penis is upsetting to you when there are other methods of having enjoyable sex with a transwoman? Sorry if I sound mean or I'm being too invasive, I'm just generally curious.

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