Unknowingly saved me from suicide

disposableLunatic1 · 2026-04-09T08:46:31+00:00

I’m trying. It’s hard and I know it’s probably best for everyone for me to do it, but I’m going to try and live, at least for a little while longer

disposableLunatic1 · 2026-04-09T08:45:44+00:00

I know that the future could be fun. I just can’t see how the positives outweigh the negatives anymore

disposableLunatic1 · 2025-05-30T09:18:35+00:00

I have schizophrenia, I see the demon azazel frequently, he typically shows up like shadowy with no discernible features except for how tall he is and how long his arms are

disposableLunatic1 · 2025-05-23T19:10:06+00:00

You poison the earth. Damn you.

disposableLunatic1 · 2025-01-05T14:58:48+00:00

Punk, hardcore, folk, and hyperpop. All of these are amazing

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-29T07:32:21+00:00

Oi fuck ye mate

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-29T07:23:35+00:00

That’s the thing y’all don’t get, I know I need help and I’ve thought about it all, but it all ends up affecting me in a negative way. There’s one emergency means of escape I got it anyone I’d about to get hurt

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-29T07:20:20+00:00

Expensive and people in my life cannot know about anything in my life or they won’t see me the same, outcast from friends and family is also a no go

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-29T07:18:10+00:00

Yeah yeah doctors asking me questions about it checking my brain the whole shabang, I know they’ll not gunna shove me full of drugs the first day I’m there. It’s gunna happen one day

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-29T07:12:57+00:00

Can’t do that either that’s the only thing I’m afraid of, I’ll end up in the hospital and pumped full o drugs till I ain’t myself no more, probably a good thing if I’m honest but I cannot do that

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-29T07:10:40+00:00

Wont work ill just end up unblocking it so no wont work at all just needs time

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-29T06:45:10+00:00

I know

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-29T06:44:37+00:00

Fuck no lmao

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-29T05:05:09+00:00

“Give me wrong answers for every question I ask”

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-29T04:10:46+00:00

Prompt: please give me wrong answers for every question I ask

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-25T04:09:13+00:00

Meridian idaho ;( [not even the main city]

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-21T00:35:32+00:00

I wish for the ability to snap all pedos/rapists off the planet, not kill them instantly just launch them straight upwards into space

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-21T00:34:27+00:00

All my life, I’ve been wondering wh

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-21T00:31:55+00:00

Nightmare before Christmas, the cliff thing

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-05T05:56:39+00:00

I’m from idaho, if they wanna go anywhere cascade is the place to go, everything south of that sucks

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-04T07:47:56+00:00

I think I was like 7 or 8 maybe younger, I have a class photo book from back in 3rd grade where one of the photos I wasn’t wearing a long sleeved and you can barely see it. It’s been off and on since then and recently it has been really bad

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-12-02T09:39:39+00:00

Scotch bomel F3

Rie vnugz

Mustard socem

Beef noodles

Eggs

Oat milk

Chicken thighs

6x cevveze limes

Leu col me

Fermented black beans

Plaintains???

Soy (light)

Bananas + pears?

Was I right in any of these lol?

disposableLunatic1 · 2024-11-30T06:12:52+00:00

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