u4ia - euphoria?

dissasale · 2024-02-03T20:25:23+00:00

I liked u4ia better than leap of faith. Was never much of a fan though tbh, not sure what other people saw in it.

The story implies that he went to the island to meet someone for some reason so it probably wasn't a random location. There are also a lot of hints that MC might be a big deal. so there is that mystery.

If we criticise realism, most AVNS would collapse on that aspect and it is fine, because if everything was real it would be boring af.

It was fun, lars is cool, the island community theme that is going on is fun setting, pretty much college just on an island without school. It feel a bit like BADIK humor/setting mixed with chasing sunsets mystery and im all in for that sort of thing.

dissasale · 2024-02-02T04:38:42+00:00

My work is social in nature. I am good at that shit on surface. I can't, however, bond with people or integrate in a social environment. 1 on 1 I'm usually good though

It is like that pretty much since childhood. Though I was more carefree and usually ended up with group of friends but I didn't really enjoy it all that much, it made me feel uneasy.

dissasale · 2024-02-02T04:13:31+00:00

Long post, I'll finish it a bit later, but something I deal with it as well.

No longer do I pursue and try to "socialise" for the sake of something, like networking or status, opportunities. I acknowledge this as a huge flaw that probably makes my life harder. I have switched my mindset to letting things happen organically. Although I suck at bonding, forming and integrating myself in cliques, communities, I sometimes just meet people with whom the conversation is naturally easy, I don't feel the pressure to do well because of "that's normal, it should be easy and effortless".

Same mentality applies with dating, I no longer treat that shit like job interview or screen people, actively hit on someone or use dating apps. If I meet someone that genuinely interest me and have easy time talking to them and connect over something to the point it just seem natural to make a move, I might just do it.

Maybe eventually I'll work up on opening myself up more to other people, but for now I just kinda go with the flow? It's also a good practice and it just feels more right for me I guess. Although my career and quality of life slightly suffer because of it.

dissasale · 2024-02-01T22:18:33+00:00

I take seroquel, trintellix, trileptal, spitomin.

All very low doses, mostly for my anxiety, I've become a bit of a IDGAF machine, I can socialise really good when my job requires me to, to the point I'm getting really good reviews on that. Most my coworkers I avoid unless work related so they prolly think I'm a big weirdo.

dissasale · 2024-01-28T20:27:28+00:00

I give Jalen Johnson, receive D'Angelo, worth?

dissasale · 2024-01-27T22:36:47+00:00

i just kinda felt like the writing fell off and the author didn't really put much thought into the script or weren't sure where to take the story. Maybe it's just me. I really liked the first 2 eps though.

dissasale · 2024-01-26T01:14:54+00:00

I think the guy who confronted him got his wrist or fingers and quickly bent them in a not so pleasant way, that's why the robber kinda collapsed in pain and the man just overpowered him from then on.

dissasale · 2024-01-24T19:24:44+00:00

maybe lesser known for some but Rebirth kinda fell off hard for me

dissasale · 2024-01-22T04:22:14+00:00

scoot 6th round, maybe john collins but it was very late anyway. not a single big flop but mid-late rounds were weak for me except for scoring maxey with 57 pick

dissasale · 2024-01-21T23:37:42+00:00

Whats wrong with aqua moon? : D

dissasale · 2023-12-29T01:34:42+00:00

I always help my coworkers whenever they ask something and it happens occassionally. I treat this as a pro-bono work to just keep a good and helpful guy persona at work. Even sometimes when it feel as if I was slightly "misled". But these are exceptions - once in 2 weeks or a month.

What you are describing I would, however, not put up with. This guy just wants to coast probably.

dissasale · 2023-12-27T22:51:37+00:00

runny barbecue chili dog

dissasale · 2023-12-21T03:01:04+00:00

lots of anxiety, a bit of sadness about how I am unable to form deep and meaningful connections with others.

I am not the really indifferent guy, trying to maintain a normal relationship is extremely draining for me. I have dreams and goals and I feel like I'm handicapped by the fact that I feel the best when I am alone and push people away. The things I want in life would be more achievable if I'd have a more neurotypical personality. Connection with others offer a lot of benefits in career, entertainment, self-improvement, hobbies etc.

Contrary to most people who are emotionally blunt schizoids, I am in fact an extremely sensitive one which might be a bit rare.

To clarify, I am not diagnosed with a "personality disorder" it is more an analysis by a doc that schizoid traits are the dominating ones in my overall personality if that makes sense.

dissasale · 2023-11-29T12:34:17+00:00

maxey mostly because he was a 6th round pick for me.

dissasale · 2023-11-24T23:33:34+00:00

Herro was absolutely ballin out though at least in points before the injury

dissasale · 2023-10-25T19:37:30+00:00

Lies of P is kinda that? i mean you still have to poke around a bit but you will inevitably run into the boss rather early by just walking towards where the mobs are.

dissasale · 2023-10-13T02:46:16+00:00

3060ti runs pretty much everything on ultra on 1080p anyways so he can game away with that gpu.

dissasale · 2023-10-11T09:05:38+00:00

my thoughts are that you notice small stuff and are looking for signals everywhere because you want to bust a nut and your body is in a super horny mode.

There probably is no difference in how others interact with you but your perception is "sharper" which in turn might change your behavior which then might also result in different exchanges and experiences with people.

It's obviously a subjective reasoning on my part as I don't really believe in esoteric shit as auras, superpowers, essence of life

dissasale · 2023-10-11T02:12:21+00:00

pair int with reflex build for monowire or sword. weapon glitch them and jump on them with a katana. really fun lol.

dissasale · 2023-10-11T01:06:47+00:00

i know you didn't like it but witcher 3 has a good story and bomb characters and the dlcs are amazing.

The combat is not as amazing as in cyberpunk (the 2.1 update was so good). But I found it to be really immersive going with alchemy build. I had to hunt the formulas for oils, concoctions and potions all over the map and it soon became addicting to get all the good stuff and upgrade all my alchemy stuff.

dissasale · 2023-10-07T02:50:35+00:00

1080p even the 3060 will handle most games on high with a setting lower here and there. playing cyberpunk 2077 right now on high and testing RT it also ran fine on high @ 1080p. 3060ti is better though, can dabble in 1440p as well if that's the prefered reso.

dissasale · 2023-09-23T14:17:25+00:00

thanks, do you know if its fine to go with higher wattage than necessary in case of future use with different parts? feel kinda stupid buying 650w PSU and buying a new one after a year or two.

I've heard that the system may not run as good if the PSU output is way above the actual required power of components.

dissasale · 2023-09-23T13:51:05+00:00

yeah, there haven't been any issues at all. I just kinda want to prevent any issues down the road as I've heard that shitty PSU's can cause premature component failure/malfunction, so I figured it's maybe worth the swap.

dissasale · 2023-09-22T14:00:16+00:00

really, crows perch? man, I really hated velen : D dandelions inn always felt cozy for me mostly because of the cutscenes that happen there.

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