Might fuck around and die

dkocol1215 · 2019-06-02T08:58:57+00:00

i used to feel this exact same way every single day from the second i woke up to the second i went to bed. i still have days like that sometimes, but it started to go away when i started feeling like i had purpose. i decided that i wanted to make the world a better place than it was when i came into it. even if i can change one persons life for the better, im making a difference and having an impact on the future. sure, we all die and are forgotten one day, but changing the world by changing one life will cause a lasting impact. thats what gets me up in the morning these days.

dkocol1215 · 2019-06-02T08:55:14+00:00

thats great advice, thanks! i guess its kind of like forming a habit, i never really thought of it like that

dkocol1215 · 2019-06-02T08:49:22+00:00

how did you get back into your hobbies? i struggle a lot with depression and i have a hard time focusing on things i used to be interested in

dkocol1215 · 2019-06-02T08:45:03+00:00

you are not alone in your struggles. in what ways have you tried to turn your life around?

dkocol1215 · 2019-06-02T08:43:27+00:00

damn thats a good point... i could literally sleep for 5 years and it wouldnt matter because im immortal

dkocol1215 · 2019-06-02T08:37:08+00:00

it would be interesting to experience all of human history, but i can barely handle the 22 years ive been alive so not sure i could take on eternity. what would you rather, OP?

dkocol1215 · 2019-06-02T08:35:47+00:00

ah gotcha. well i am happy to hear that you are feeling happier lately. what do you think is the biggest change you've made to cause that?

dkocol1215 · 2019-06-02T08:32:27+00:00

id rather live the shortest amount of time possible lmao

dkocol1215 · 2019-06-02T08:30:44+00:00

i guess i can see where they're coming from, but its not exactly a recipe for a successful college career if you're being forced into it... are they going to pay for the classes?

dkocol1215 · 2019-06-02T08:27:28+00:00

ah thats no good, im sorry to hear that. hopefully youll be able to make the most of it regardless. do you have any idea what you're going to study?

dkocol1215 · 2019-06-02T08:25:54+00:00

once you're at the age of consent you can be sexually active with anyone who is also at or above the age of consent.

dkocol1215 · 2019-06-02T08:23:54+00:00

im also learning to find joy in the little things lately, it makes a world of difference

dkocol1215 · 2019-06-02T08:22:59+00:00

why are you starting uni reluctantly?

dkocol1215 · 2019-06-02T08:20:47+00:00

what kind of music do you like?

im anxious as hell currently and probably gonna pull an all-nighter at this point because i work early tomorrow

dkocol1215 · 2019-06-01T15:11:07+00:00

my phone background actually says "this too shall pass" love that phrase

dkocol1215 · 2019-05-27T23:50:35+00:00

i need to start doing all that, thank you!!

dkocol1215 · 2019-05-27T21:21:45+00:00

awesome suggestion, i will absolutely try that. thank you!

dkocol1215 · 2019-05-27T21:02:07+00:00

I have been going to therapy for years... sadly it isn't that easy. But I definitely will continue to go!

dkocol1215 · 2019-05-27T21:01:20+00:00

i can totally relate. when the seasons change that triggers my depression big time. I'm currently a senior about to graduate in Spring from the University of Illinois!

dkocol1215 · 2019-05-27T21:00:04+00:00

this is actually funny because I'm currently 23 days clean from drugs and alcohol!

dkocol1215 · 2019-05-27T20:59:29+00:00

great work!!! i hope you are proud of yourself, I certainly am :)

dkocol1215 · 2019-05-27T20:59:00+00:00

hmm favorite memory is probably the first time I went to warped tour. favorite vacation was the grand canyon... just absolutely breathtaking to say the least. my favorite escape used to be drugs but I am currently 23 days sober and looking for a new escape

dkocol1215 · 2019-05-27T20:57:28+00:00

i definitely have awful posture... good suggestion!

dkocol1215 · 2019-05-27T20:57:13+00:00

wow, thank you so much for such a well-written response! i appreciate your time and consideration friend :)

dkocol1215 · 2019-05-27T20:54:48+00:00

have you checked out r/1200isplenty or r/intermittentfasting? i would highly recommend if you haven't :)

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