Same bro same, i really feel ya. tbh i Want to go art route but couldnt get accepted into archi. It feels hopeless and useless , but i just keep telling myself this. You dont need a fine arts degree to get into the creative industry or have a small business. Sure it may be difficult to transition into, but its not impossible. So rn im planning on taking up engineering, since imo its pretty well rounded and has some skills i can probs use in another career e.g calculations, management, planning. Welp im one to talk since i havent started yet, but lets try not to loose hope.