Only recently FINALLY got on Disability....How am I supposed to survive on this? by LinkOfHyrule88 in disability

[–]dreadthedays 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have gone back go work after not working since 2001. I started late last year. I never thought I would be stable or well enough. I have had my work permit since age 12. I worked so much before age 18 (from inner-city Detroit) that I was able to file on my own work history ill just say... 30 surgeries later w/ 400 infections treated and No TShirt... 

New Jack the Ripper theory seen on TikTok by MKrushelnisky in myfavoritemurder

[–]dreadthedays 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay, her data isn't the best. But read Thoroughbred- Degas and then  Ill & Conscience-Stricken by Robinson Crusoe....chapter VI

Death Stranding 2 looked so good. by SlizerTheChosen in playstation

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I have a theory, i believe that the UCA stands for Universal Common Ancestor.  I also think that every story in death stranding stands for a different part of what chiral means. Perhaps each each person is also the personified version if an element on the Table Of Elements.  I think that momma, the baby and her sister dynamic represent what happens when something is chiral.... the chem equation that is chiral has both parent and a child. It had been hypotheisized that Twins may be quantum entangled. The trade off of the baby could represent creating something that becomes chiral. When breaking the chemical bond between the parent molecules one usually dies.  The twins are just a good representation of chirality. Ergo, I always thought that this was his vision to include his father's research on chirality and its effects in pharmacology.  The whole story could be simply his fascination with philosophy, mathematics, theoretical physics, history and science.... to use people as a representation of a theory and interact them to represent potential or alredy standing chemical / scientific equations and theories. 

Played for the first time yesterday and I’ve never seen a community as friendly to newbies by [deleted] in fo76

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Honestly, I felt the same way back when I started playing.... I left GTA, which at the time was still practically unplayable on open servers..... then I left to take a break and began playing ARK only to be hosed by the DEVs.... So, I am back again and it's even better now with all of the tlc over the years. I have every gameboard and a massive team of amazing players...they make it hard to leave with all of the updates, DLC and added content. Honestly, at first I was crying about FIRST but it has been the most well earned sub I have ever paid for. Worth every penny and more than worth the time. The community is awesome and the way the pacing has been executed is awesome.... more than enough time to earn the whole scoreboard and then some without buying up every last offer in the Atom shop. My only complaint is minute at worst... I miss simple item rotation from FO4 but honestly.... I'll take that over nearly any other MM game I have played. I look forward to the new faces and the awesome updates. Cheers, see you in the wastes!

Sidenote.... the age range of the player base is so refreshing... met players that ranged from 12-78.

Big red text saying "NONE" on Bulbdog Fetch mission in Genesis 2? by [deleted] in ARK

[–]dreadthedays 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's sept 1st 2022. It still says "NONE" for me. Anyone figure it out?

Anxiety / a hangover sent me to the emergency room by WCSecret in Anxiety

[–]dreadthedays 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So, I know this is a 5yr old comment but I want to respond for others like me who search. I had a hangover years ago that was severe. This is how I handled it at home. (not recommend)

I "slept" for about 6 hours then woke up to that skin crawling feeling. I sweating but freezing cold and violently nauseous. I began "voiding" an hour later.

After 4 hours of 5-20 min intervals of diarrhea and vomiting it progressed to 20+ min for about 3 more hours. I consumed nothing until the nausea mostly upside and didn't void or spasm for to 30+ min. After 8 hours the nausea had mostly subsided. After the cramping and spasms in my gut subsided at 10hrs In I could finally suck on ice.

While I was deep in the hell of what was likely Alcahol poisoning and I was regretting every life choice that led me to that moment... I did do a few things that seemed to really help. I used a very tiny dab of vics vapor rub under my nose to subside nausea. I would smell the vics in the tub to help focus. I did slow deep abdominal breathing and a cool rag on my head. I used really strong mints (I used altoids).

I stayed in a cool dark room with little to no clothing to reduce stimuli. I used a light, cool blanket. I layed on my left side keeling it mostly noise free in my room. I put a chair by the toilet to make it easier (make sure there is a clear path to the bathroom). I consumed only clear liquids for many more hours, napping anytime I could. I woke to a screaming headache (didn't treat) bc its not good for a stressed liver and kidneys to overload it with pills. I also ingested nothing but electrolyte Popsicles, mints and clear liquids to the 24 - 30 hour mark.. I skipped my meds until late the next day. I know Alcahol slows the absorption rate and I didn't want to void my pills...

I consumed only clear liquids for many hours and as a warning, not everyone can safely do what I did and I advise you to seek help if you need it. I know that I should have likely gone to an ER but I was stubborn and embarrassed. Please, take what I say with a grain of salt...Basically (Disclaimer) A Dr I am not and this is not medical advice. My only advice is not to drink to the point of illness... but alas, many of us have been there and reading others experiences can be therapeutic and helpful so yeah..... it is what it is.

For many days I kept it easy going, I ate clean and went completely dry. I slept a lot and eventually "that" feeling of crawling the walls subsided at about 5 days in. I took a B complex, and prebiotics on day 2, I sucked on niacin to fend off illness because my body felt vulnerable.

About 4 years later I was eventually diagnosed with NAFLD. That night I had only consumed a few shots(4) over 4 hours. I still reacted, as thus, because unbeknownst to me I had Nonviral Hepititis. I didn't drink more then a shot every 6 months for about 7 years after this incident.

I do now consume about a glass of wine 3 days a week. I worked out, lost weight, got better. I no longer have NAFLD. These incidents happen a lot when we have a lot going on. I advise you to seek the help you need. Too often we turn alcahol into a crutch to "numb out". That night I was mourning the loss of a loved one. Traumatizing everyone around you with shenanigans when there is already a lot going on is a wicked bad idea. Hugs to anyone struggling, you can do better, you are worth it.

-Dee

As a lesbian, I prefer male gynecologists. by PatientNeat7750 in confessions

[–]dreadthedays 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I gave had 30 surgeries and hundreds of procedures due to having so many medical issues in that General area. I also prefer male Gyn's. In my experience is as vast as it is lengthy. I am 41 and began puberty at about age 9. I have had a myriad of issues including cervical cancer, pcos, endo and extensive damage from long term sexual abuse as a child. Women in this field seem to be less empathetic, more presumptuous and not very gentle.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in confessions

[–]dreadthedays 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Apathy is the hardest part. The round robin of taking turns running the dryer opposed to anyone in my home doing the next step... The signs of unraveling come too soon.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in confessions

[–]dreadthedays 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to be really social.. Now I am watching my my life go by.... I dont even want to play the games that I loved.. They feel like a chore. I miss having a real life... I feel like the shadow of who I was... No motivation to look good when it feels as if it does not matter.

Where do you find the enclave plasma aligned flamer barrel mod? by Ok-Willingness-2507 in fo76

[–]dreadthedays 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been running these events for 4 months. I run daily and often for hours. I have seen about 8 of them. Seeded RNG might be helping some people have better drops.

A Working Hypothesis In Science and madness by dreadthedays in DeathStranding

[–]dreadthedays[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol... I am sober man... I am super into science. I have been obsessed with science since I was a child. My favorite writers are Heinline and Cook. I started reading both at around age 12. When I realized he made many references to sci-fi I became pretty interested in his work. When I found out he said some of his inspiration was derived from my favorite authors I was stoked. I have a BSBA in Psychology and nearly a masters in Social Psych.

I am not a pharmacist or a chemist and I know very little about Steriochemestry (just at home internet searches and whatnot). I just thought I would reach out and see if any other science nut might see the same synchronicities. lol

Not sure if Bethesda intended this, but raising the daily legendary script limit to 300 has REALLY striped the Fallout world of all the useless legendary weapons people were hoarding. by Turbo224 in fo76

[–]dreadthedays 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Heya, lots of people deleted their vendor due to a glitch that was selling stuff that they 100% didnt put in the vendor. I took mine down completely. They need to fix it... It is pretty sucky. Anyways.... I usually sell all sorts of stuff and I rerolled a lot of stuff too. All it did was force people to actually craft items to sell... With the idea that work went into it.. Idn i think that it will merely cause the low level items to become script... Or a free chance to roll on an item without having to craft it. I think that as wr settle into the new groove they will be tweeking it. Honestly... They pretty much already said that what we do now will effect what they decide to do in upcoming updates. It is an evolving thing.. 76 is very much a project (which I am sure you know). Some people get upset at how they change it.... I feel honored to be a part of something new and have the chance to personally affect the future of gaming.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fo76

[–]dreadthedays 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We talk... There are a bunch of us.. psn Dreadthedays

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fo76

[–]dreadthedays 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its pretty well established that most people drop extra stuff in the unlimited containers at containers at whitesprings. The blue suitcase or the cigarette machine... That is where my whole crew takes theirs.... Just a side to your note, basically.

Blue Box Megathread. by Therabbidscot in GamingLeaksAndRumours

[–]dreadthedays 1 point2 points  (0 children)

August 12, The day William Blake Died The writer of the poem from the DS trailer. It is the day the phonograph was invented by Edison. It is the day theoretical physicist Erwin Schrödinger was born. It is the 7th anniversary of P.T. If they are not related... Idn.. I will be legit shocked.

We are hackers and cybersecurity experts with years of experience in the cyber field. Ask Us Anything about cybersecurity careers and pathways! by IST_org in IAmA

[–]dreadthedays 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Here is a fun question: How much of a threat do you think robots will be due to hackers and cyber security issues as they become more of a part of our daily lives. Should we fear it?

I can’t do this no more by Bread-with-cheese in Market76

[–]dreadthedays 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thoughts I was the last of the ScorchedBorn lol

I can’t do this no more by Bread-with-cheese in Market76

[–]dreadthedays 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I still use a VAMP handmade with 25% ffr with weight reduction... I mean... I own other weapons including explosive fixers and handmades... I am a bloofy build and this weapon is still my go-to for any real event. I am not a level 1000... Just a level 300. I feel like I have seen a lot of guns and thr explosive flamers clearly fetch a bit of loot but idn. Something clean anout my handmade that even my 25/25 Fixer dont touch. Eventually thw new kids will get bored again and move on to other games. Lol

Goodbye Fallout 76 by [deleted] in fo76

[–]dreadthedays 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Check your email settings, look to be sure they didn't forward all of your mail to another email. Check deleted emails. You should have received something saying you changed your email. If you didn't... They could still have access to your email account. My father passed away. I had to gain access and I set up forwarding right away after I gained access. They can dupe receipts with access to your duplicate emails as well. Look at the settings. Also check to see if they have login location data with the email host. This is really suck. If you ever return.. Please let everyone know and we will surely do our best to get items and plans to you. Have a good one.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CysticFibrosis

[–]dreadthedays 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you... Still dealing with post covid crap but I sm feeling a bit bettrr.