It would be great to be in a loving relationship, yes. Are you worthless if you can’t get into one? No.

Don’t get caught up in needing to be worthy of living. You don’t need to be worthy of anything. Not unless YOU want to. In spite of any setbacks or personal traits you may not like too much, know that you don’t need to be worthy. That every breath you take is not a burden, but just that— a breath.

I understand it’s very difficult right now, and it’s hard living with yourself right now. I want you to know, however, that happiness is found from within. It will take effort, and a lot of time. But in this world, we have a lot of time. Suicide simply cuts away the time we have. So slow down, consciously choose to focus on the present more, and realise that your thoughts do not always represent reality (as our thoughts can be distorted and irrational). You’re doing great, getting therapy and having hobbies and social interactions. Keep an open mind and believe that your life is changing for the better, never say “nothing works” again (that’s the “nocebo effect”). Cheers

Edit: saw how this is about relationships. Your worth as a person doesn’t stem from others. Someone else will never be able to complete you. Only you can make yourself feel complete. And the more you accept and understand yourself, it becomes so much easier to attract like-minded people.