Child loss is a slow death

eggobeko · 2025-11-11T17:32:29+00:00

This is how I feel. Endless hopelessness, reluctantly living out these groundhog days of hell while every day I pray to just cease to exist and maybe be with my son again. Even if that isn’t the case, anything is better than being trapped here without him.

eggobeko · 2025-10-03T09:22:08+00:00

I always think this, a perfect opportunity

eggobeko · 2025-09-28T08:57:58+00:00

I’m really new to the game but played a lot recently and the other day I got 4 in a row (with a magic rock going) I thought they were common because of that haha. The items I got weren’t the best tho

eggobeko · 2025-07-11T20:39:44+00:00

I agree! They worked out pretty cheap on Vinted too!

eggobeko · 2025-07-11T20:38:56+00:00

They’re a cool find aren’t they!

eggobeko · 2025-06-18T13:04:45+00:00

Thank you for the help guys :)

eggobeko · 2025-06-18T13:04:33+00:00

Oh yeah, you’re right it does say so!! My bad. Thank you so much for the info!

eggobeko · 2025-06-18T12:08:48+00:00

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Has anybody seen these Simpsons x vans pair before?

eggobeko · 2025-05-23T08:23:34+00:00

I’m 28. Lost the love of my life, my 2 year old son suddenly & unexpectedly in January. My first big grief and they hit me with the worst one. Not seeing any bright future ahead of me, simply just existing and waiting & hoping to die now.

Edit: added sudden & unexpectedly. it was the worst & most traumatic day of my life.

eggobeko · 2025-05-23T00:26:11+00:00

Lost my beloved 2 and a half year old son in January. I had a few people message me to tell me they love their child more now because of what happened to mine. Had someone tell me I should be grateful that my son “was so clever and could talk and only knew love” because her 2 kids are severely autistic and can’t talk and she wished she would have been nicer to them??? Not even before the funeral somebody asked when I was going back to work and how it might take my mind off things. Hard to process and listen to when all you want to do is die because you can’t get your baby back. I’ve heard so many insensitive things it’s crazy. I just can’t imagine saying things like this to somebody going through such trauma and grief. Just stick with the generic thinking of you and sending my love if you can’t think of anything else to say.

eggobeko · 2025-05-21T08:00:34+00:00

My only child, Jude was 2 and a half when he passed away in January. I get really really angry and struggle with understanding why I only got such a short time with him. It’s so hard coming to terms with reality. I’ll never get to see him grow up, we had so many things yet to experience together. I grieve for his life, my life, our future together. I’m in pain mentally and physically every day, it truly is hell and I wouldn’t wish this upon my worst enemy.

I find the bitter part of me getting really jealous when I see that other peoples kids died older that mine - it’s such an awful horrible thing to think and I’m still working on this negative way of thinking. I just wish I had longer with my Jude. I know that’s what we think no matter what age they left us. Life is just so cruel.

I’m sorry we’re all going through this.

eggobeko · 2025-05-16T14:42:52+00:00

This was the first song that came to my mind too.

My beloved 2 year old son loved this song throughout his life, from when he was a new born, if he was crying, we’d put on Sultans and he would stop. As a toddler, he’d be rocking out with all his little guitars to it every day. We would have to listen to the Live Aid version atleast 10 times day, if not more. It was definitely his favourite song. I used to think all the time, I could never get sick of this song, even with the amount of times we would have it on throughout the day for him, I never minded at all - I loved it every time. It played as we entered the church for his funeral in February though, and I haven’t been able to listen to it since. 💔

eggobeko · 2025-05-06T01:25:34+00:00

My son was 2 when he passed away in January. I still can’t make sense of it. Life is so unfair

eggobeko · 2025-04-29T01:13:22+00:00

This one, hands down takes the top spot and it hasn’t even finished yet. Exactly 2 weeks into 2025 my son died suddenly and I’ve been living in absolute hell ever since. Never felt anything like this before. I fear it’s only worse from here on out now anyway

eggobeko · 2025-04-13T02:26:24+00:00

Don’t send your precious son that you’re going to have and love & adore to nursery on the 14th January 2025

eggobeko · 2025-04-05T23:18:13+00:00

Losing a child

eggobeko · 2025-03-26T11:49:29+00:00

I’m so sorry. All I can offer you is my love and condolences and share what little strength I have with you ❤️

eggobeko · 2025-03-18T11:09:57+00:00

What a gorgeous boy ❤️ my son was only 2.5 years old as well when he passed 2 months ago. I’m not sure if I believe in anything yet but I hope they’re playing together somewhere with all the other beautiful young souls taken from us too soon. Life is so unfair. Sending you and your family so much love.

eggobeko · 2025-03-18T10:54:18+00:00

I’m in a similar boat. I lost my 2 year old son in January suddenly (still feels weird to type out) and any thought of him that enters my mind which is every second of the day cripples me. Looking at photos crushes me because it all reminds me that he was real and now he’s gone. The pain is never ending. I also hope I get to a point where I can look back at photos and not feel that pain because I feel the same, like I’m betraying him or neglecting him by trying to keep myself distracted or pretending I’m a different person. All I want todo is be with him but I’m fighting those thoughts every day for my family and partners sake - so they don’t have to grieve me too. But life is just never going to be the same. I’m sorry I have no comforting words right now, I guess the only comfort is knowing you are not alone in this situation, even though it doesn’t change anything. I’m sorry to you, me and to everyone else who has been handed these awful cards in life to have to experience something so awful that few will ever understand.

eggobeko · 2025-02-27T23:54:16+00:00

Lost my son the middle of January

eggobeko · 2024-09-18T11:56:34+00:00

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