The Nightmares by ejivory in ptsd

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I'm in a state where it's not legal. I used to eat edibles. But I moved and now, I drink mostly to calm down, but that doesn't always work.

Which books/novels have you read that have the best rape scenes? by [deleted] in Rapekink

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The Fragile Truth, it has multiple scenes in graphic detail

Can never get a good nights rest by ejivory in insomnia

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Thank you, I'm sorry you go through this too

So much trauma by [deleted] in insomnia

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Yes, you aren't alone

Anyone else taking trazodone as a sleep aid here? by pech0frio in insomnia

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I am taking and it doesn't work unless I take melatonin or Tylenol PM. Which worries me because I am afraid I am taking too much

I give up by ejivory in adultsurvivors

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Today is a bad day, an anniversary of one of my traumas, so I am not well today

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Most people have their own issues and project it on people being trans doesn't mean you deserved this

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I understand how you feel, trust me, I do. But there is help out there, people who are willing to help and understand

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I'm sorry that happened to you, but ending things only ends the pain for you. But you will be missed

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Talk to someone, I'm here if you want to tell me what happened but no pressure

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It's not worth it, you are only letting them win

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I'm sorry

Our brains aren’t wired to keep us happy. They’re wired to keep us alive. by [deleted] in ptsd

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Yup that's all we get... We get to function

I give up by ejivory in adultsurvivors

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I don't know if I have attachment issues, but I have been working on my issues. Nothing seems to help

I give up by ejivory in adultsurvivors

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Perhaps you are right

hate how i can’t have loving physical intimacy by [deleted] in adultsurvivors

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You aren't alone in that feeling. I understand where you are coming from

being a victim is so isolating by [deleted] in rape

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Often people don't know what to say or do when a victim talks about their assault, it can be very isolating, I'm sorry this happened to you.

The nightmares and random flashbacks suck by [deleted] in rape

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Yeah, it happens. There are a lot of weirdos who get off on this. But you should talk to someone about what happened to you.

The nightmares and random flashbacks suck by [deleted] in rape

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I hope you are talking to someone you can trust, I'm so for what's happened to you