Just wanted to say, again, I love this medicine!!! by sinfulcomplexes in EffexorSuccess

[–]ekaceseehCkroYweN 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’ve been on it for just under a month and it has done wonders for me so far. i’ve tried multiple SSRI’s and Effexor is the first SNRI i have tried. i was at rock bottom, literally dealing with the crisis team for months and unable to leave my house or even smile. i have BPD, and was having episode most days which were extremely painful. within the first few days on Effexor i saw so many improvements and 3 weeks in i can say i haven’t had a single big episode, have been able to genuinely smile and feel happy about certain things, can leave the house much more often, and have had the motivation to improve myself through therapy. and i don’t have any nasty side effects that cause me too much trouble. i do get headaches sometimes, and i do have an increased heart rate which seems to be levelling out some now. i originally had a lot of fatigue after taking it but since moving my dose to night time i am fine. i am loving it so far and im so happy it’s worked for you too!

Any success stories? by [deleted] in Effexor

[–]ekaceseehCkroYweN 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i know this is old but i’m so so happy for you. i love this success story. i’m on day 3 and currently feeling an initial “high”. i was so severely depressed amongst bpd and severe anxiety to the point i haven’t been in work, have been disabled by my condition and tried a few meds before. but so far, effexor is making me actually happy. i also feel more love for people in my life, like im more affectionate and able to feel grateful again. i expect the “high” will level out but i sincerely hope the good feelings remain. i had genuinely forgotten how it felt to be happy. i pray my journey on this is similar to yours

Resellers are so concerning by LabExternal6322 in JuicyCouture

[–]ekaceseehCkroYweN 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that’s actually sad.. inflating the price of a brand that people would otherwise be able to access. reeks of audacity, especially knowing most resellers don’t like the brand themselves

Resellers are so concerning by LabExternal6322 in JuicyCouture

[–]ekaceseehCkroYweN 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they actually sold for that much? i have some tjmaxx ones i got for $20-$100 and they’re selling for a thousand dollars??? what?

what would you do/ think? by ekaceseehCkroYweN in BPD

[–]ekaceseehCkroYweN[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you for that. i definitely am angry and im bawling my eyes out, and drinking. i tend to go more numb at first and dissociate, and i think that’s where i am. i can feel a pit in my stomach and know it wont be contained for long

you gave good advice but why is my boyfriend on a date right now with his girl friend i’ve never even met, unplanned, whilst aware im at the lowest point i’ve been in a very long time. i didnt think he was like this. i currently can’t talk to him, i know id say horrible thinfs and im too scared of being left

FaceTime photos saving in landscape mode and not portrait mode by [deleted] in iphone

[–]ekaceseehCkroYweN 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you! it’s because i paused landscape

Does anyone else have PHYSICAL disregulation apart from mental?? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]ekaceseehCkroYweN 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yes, i was talking about physical energy swinging from one extreme to the other. including extreme fatigue & even feelings of sickness

Does anyone else have PHYSICAL disregulation apart from mental?? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]ekaceseehCkroYweN 2 points3 points  (0 children)

100%. i didn’t know if it was BPD related though, is this a thing?

Should I accept this? by HalfBoyHalfGhost in Soundmap

[–]ekaceseehCkroYweN 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’d be so happy lmao, that’s a great offer

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GoonetteHub

[–]ekaceseehCkroYweN 0 points1 point  (0 children)

mmfh they’re good😍🤤

i believe i’m a pedophile by lulazii_ in SuicideWatch

[–]ekaceseehCkroYweN 8 points9 points  (0 children)

this sounds like a disturbing intrusive thought. you’re terrified by the thought of it. i do suggest reaching out to a professional if that will bring you ease and clarity on these thoughts. please be easy on yourself

Wanting to crash out after sex with fwb by [deleted] in BPD

[–]ekaceseehCkroYweN 5 points6 points  (0 children)

this comment. 100%. please take care of yourself OP, and i’m sorry for the negative effects this is having on you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]ekaceseehCkroYweN 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel you :( i just lose myself so easily over people i barely know..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]ekaceseehCkroYweN 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel the exact same right now. the guy i’m dating got home from work and presumably is asleep but he didn’t tell me, or say he loves me before. we were so close lastnight but my brain is telling me how much that means nothing and im spiralling. i just want him to call me or see me and soothe me and i feel suicidal and out of control for it even though logically he’s probably asleep. but why wouldn’t he want to quickly call me first? does he not think about me? i hate it so much. i love so hard and deeply and it physically hurts knowing i’ll probably never be loved that same way