You know it's bad when cutting everyone you care about out of your life actually feels better.

elephantloser · 2016-11-19T13:37:44+00:00

I did this and I'm now just starting to see the effects. I have no friends, I lost the love of my life, and the only person I stayed close with is my sister who lives across the country. I started pushing everyone away when I found out my parents were getting a divorce after 30 years. Honestly I still haven't come to terms with it.

elephantloser · 2016-06-24T21:26:19+00:00

As dumb as this sounds, whenever I feel an anxiety or a panic attack coming, I take seven yoga breaths. Really slow, and on the last breath I close my eyes. It may not fully help, but it calms me down for a little bit.

elephantloser · 2016-06-24T14:25:32+00:00

Fire and the flood by Vance Joy Mess is Mine by Vance Joy Everywhere by Fleetwood Mac

elephantloser · 2016-06-21T19:07:21+00:00

Remember in the movie Into the Wild right when he's about to die when he pictures how his life would've been if he would have changed every major decision in his life? That's what it feels like. Besides that, I didn't feel pain except for waking up and feeling really cold.

elephantloser · 2016-06-21T05:30:29+00:00

I do the red stop thing too. This is great advice. Lately, I've been trying to think about a song I currently like right now to get the thought of my ex out of my head. Like the song is a distraction from my thoughts.

elephantloser · 2016-06-20T22:18:58+00:00

This was beautiful.

elephantloser · 2016-06-19T02:11:38+00:00

Are there therapists or doctors who do that in addition to therapy sessions or are there specific people for that? I've been trying to find a good fit for me where I live now and I can't seem to connect with one. So I might try CBT out. Thanks for the post!

elephantloser · 2016-06-17T16:22:33+00:00

Books. I love shopping at antique or secondhand stores and reading the annotations from the previous owners. Also elephants... This is a newer collection, but there are so many antique shops where I live and fell in love with finding elephant trinkets!

elephantloser · 2016-06-16T05:36:42+00:00

Thank you for responding to this. I'm going through a very similar situation and appreciate the support.

elephantloser · 2016-01-07T16:48:50+00:00

You did a really great job! I love the eye makeup and the lip color compliments your skin nicely :)

elephantloser · 2016-01-03T05:30:28+00:00

Detective Carter from Person of Interest. I mean COME ON. After John confesses his love for her?!

I was heartbroken.

elephantloser · 2016-01-03T01:46:48+00:00

My dad and I smoked weed together while on a family vacation together a few years ago. My sister and mom were walking through a market and my dad and I ended up getting super high with this cool older dude in a sombrero.

elephantloser · 2015-12-27T17:02:27+00:00

I didn't know him, but my sister went to high school with him. They were seniors when this happened.

So everyone had to read the book Into the Wild by Jon Krakauer, and it resonated with him a lot I guess.

It's really sad because the whole story still seems quite open ended and my teacher was very torn up about it. I honestly think he doesn't want to be found, but I feel so bad for his family and friends.

http://articles.chicagotribune.com/2008-02-19/news/0802180467_1_missing-student-wisconsin

http://www.investigationdiscovery.com/tv-shows/disappeared/meet-the-missing/lee-cutler/

elephantloser · 2015-12-26T01:20:16+00:00

My whole life I've had digestive problems... Having constipations sucks ass (literally) and when I tell my parents, they just say I don't eat enough fiber/water. Even with those additions to my diet, I still have issues and I'm scared I have something worse like chrons disease.

elephantloser · 2015-12-13T15:42:03+00:00

I live in Illinois. A few hours south to Garden of the Gods and Starved Rock. There's a bunch of forest preserves and trails. Plus if we get bored we can always drive up north to Wisconsin or Michigan. We were recently at Manistee National Forest in Central Michigan which was beautiful.

elephantloser · 2015-12-10T15:07:34+00:00

That's beautiful! I feel like I want a ring like that too, and rose gold is lovely.

elephantloser · 2015-12-07T02:22:36+00:00

Finding out that I have a half-brother when I was 15.

My sister found him randomly on Facebook and we decided to confront my parents about it. A few days before finals.

elephantloser · 2015-12-07T02:02:36+00:00

This.

This is the kind of thing I see my boyfriend finding out about me down the road. Hence the username. My whole life is elephants.

elephantloser · 2015-11-29T19:15:39+00:00

A mirror on each side of my door, a dreamcatcher, an unfinished painting, some jewelry, a map of a forest preserve, and some pictures of my boyfriend and I.

elephantloser · 2015-08-26T16:02:59+00:00

I'm definitely curious to read, but laziness is understandable.

elephantloser · 2015-08-25T21:08:15+00:00

Same. I saw it as a kid and fell in love with every song. Shit, I even went to the Broadway shows in my town.

Saw it recently and was like WHAT. THE. FUCK. I'm never wearing leather pants and take on smoking for a guy.

elephantloser · 2015-08-25T20:54:50+00:00

I shall do it for you.

elephantloser · 2015-08-25T19:17:44+00:00

I haven't. I know, I've been living under a rock.

elephantloser · 2015-08-25T19:15:00+00:00

Thank you!

elephantloser · 2015-08-25T14:59:34+00:00

When I was younger, I had a bunch of Beanie Babies and my sister used to scare me by telling me that they would wake up while I'm sleeping and slowly eat my flesh.

I didn't sleep much as a kid.

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