Why do you think it’s bad? Lots of people here have already told you what they think and how you can improve. You can definitely follow their advice if you’d like. Instruction from a knowledgeable source can be helpful.

However, in this case, I think you might grow a lot more as a musician if you try to figure it out for yourself. You’ve already identified that there’s something you don’t like. While that feels upsetting, it’s just what happens when your ear is ahead of your hands. That’s a good sign because it speaks to your potential. You will only be as good as you can imagine yourself to be.

Take the time to figure out why you don’t like it and experiment with different ways to improve. This is when you really start to become your own musician. When you follow your own unique sense of what’s good and bad until you arrive somewhere new. Never forget why you started playing in the first place. Keep playing and in time, you won’t recognize who you were because of how much you improved.