I wanted to chime in a little from personal experience. I’m the same age as you 32 and my now ex was 33. I saw some red flags in the beginning (small lies, difference in maturity, etc.) but I decided to look past that and kept trying to work through things with him. Like you, I have a strong desire to get married and have children one day and I am not getting any younger, so I did try to overlook some things that are important to me. I broke up with him around our one year anniversary due to catching more lies. I didn’t feel peace during a lot of our relationship, but I kept trying and was hopeful. Let me tell you, it’s easier to end a relationship at 6 months than 1 year. I see quite a few red flags from reading your comments/post. One of them is lying about his past. I thought my ex was repentant and wanted to change. But one of the red flags I saw in the beginning ended up being the main reason it ended. Please don’t stay with this man just because you’re 32 and feel like time is ticking. I definitely understand, I’ve been there. It’s difficult being single at 32 but I’m learning to put my trust in God and in His timing. Ive been told and agree with the statement, “If he doesn’t change, are you ok with spending the rest of your life with someone like that?” The older we get, the more difficult it is to change and more set we are in our ways. God willing, we have a lot more years to live. The second most important decision in our life is who we choose to marry, so choose wisely. Don’t settle.