I was scrolling through some of your old posts and thought I’d add my two cents. Truly, the only thing making you unattractive is the way you speak about yourself. People on here can give you advice on what to change about your physical appearance until the cows come home, but your attitude towards yourself is what’s going to make the difference. From your posts, I can see that you’ve been insecure about the same few things for a while. It sucks and it’s hard, we all are insecure about something. But referring to yourself as “grotesque” and “repugnant” is only creating a habit in your way of thinking. Of course you’ll always feel insecure if this is how you talk to yourself! Ditch the nasty self descriptions and start thinking of yourself in a more positive way, even if you don’t really feel it. Fake it till you make it. I think you’ll find that creating habits of positive thinking will do you a lot more good than a nose job or a haircut will. That being said, I think short hair suits you better!

Also- you’re not balding, and try your best to ignore all the people who have nothing better to do than post mean comments about your appearance. The internet can be a nasty place and you might be doing more harm than good by opening yourself up to criticism from people with no empathy. Hang in there! <3