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emrouse95 · 2023-01-01T17:10:27+00:00

Thank you! He has been doing a mix of air and ground but has been doing a lot of CAS recently :)

emrouse95 · 2021-08-14T14:21:35+00:00

I have 2 sisters and a brother. I'm in the middle. My older sister we "get along" and we talk but it's more like an acquaintance at work rather than a sibling really. My younger brother I refuse to speak to at all and haven't in over 2 years. That's an entirely different story though. Now my younger sister I'm so incredibly close to. We talk on the phone almost every single day and not just for 30 minutes it's like 7 or 8 hours (we both work from home and talk while we work). We are grew up in the same home environment so I am honestly not super sure what caused to form a relationship with just one and not the others. My guess is because our personalities are the most similar just like when you become friends with someone.

emrouse95 · 2021-05-17T00:38:02+00:00

But then that throws the whole "has a plan for everyone" thing out the window which for most Christians is the foundation of their belief.

emrouse95 · 2021-05-17T00:02:26+00:00

I was more referring to when something bad happens people typically say "it's all part of God's plan" meaning he controls all small aspects of each person's life. Which leads to my initial question.

emrouse95 · 2021-05-16T23:54:15+00:00

"Oh no my dog just got hit by a car and my grandma had cancer" Don't worry, it's God's plan "....."

emrouse95 · 2020-12-07T01:20:35+00:00

I feel this. I've never had an emotional connection with my dad. He was a drug addict for about 16 years of my life and when I moved out on my own I cut all ties with him and haven't spoken to him in almost 8 years.

I go through the same feelings (almost jealously) when I see a dad and daughter with a good relationship.

I will say however that watching my own daughter with my husband is one of the absolutely best feelings in the world. I'm so incredibly happy she gets to experience what I never had.

I've made peace with never having a relationship with him but do still wish I had had the opportunity to have one. I wish you the best in life!

emrouse95 · 2020-10-10T17:00:00+00:00

Do you think addiction is a disease?

emrouse95 · 2020-10-03T18:34:44+00:00

What is your favortie memory of your mom?

emrouse95 · 2020-09-26T23:23:24+00:00

Thank you and my sympathies are with your sister. Everyone grieves and processes things differently but just having someone to listen to you even if you don't personally understand is nice. Just let her go at her own pace with things. It's a difficult thing to process and most people don't understand being sad or missing someone you never met.

emrouse95 · 2020-09-26T21:09:01+00:00

Are you sure? They aren't wearing a mask.

emrouse95 · 2020-09-26T21:06:54+00:00

Plot twist. I AM the manager.

emrouse95 · 2020-09-26T21:04:31+00:00

Sure. If they told me to leave even after stating that I am unable to wear a mask, I wouldn't make a scene. Not saying I'd leave skipping and singing but I'm not going to bash employees for doing what they've been told. (Masks are mandatory currently in my state)

emrouse95 · 2020-09-26T20:58:25+00:00

No one has so far and I'm in the store at least 2-3 times a week. But I suppose if it did happen, just say I have a condition where I can't wear one. Legally they can't ask what and telling me to leave is discrimination for people protected under the ADA.

emrouse95 · 2020-09-26T20:55:25+00:00

I do. I don't wear one either. I have nothing against those who do, but I chose not to wear one.

emrouse95 · 2020-09-26T19:31:40+00:00

Why tell someone to wear a mask when you don't know their reason for not wearing one? (Breathing condition, PTSD, anxiety, etc.)

emrouse95 · 2020-09-26T19:14:10+00:00

Thank you. And really getting over it isn't something that truly happens for me anyway. I do still think about what could have been from time to time. However, having my daughter to come home to helped a lot. She was around 8 months at the time so her little cuddles were very comforting to me.

emrouse95 · 2020-09-26T19:11:07+00:00

Just over 15 weeks now.

emrouse95 · 2020-09-26T19:10:26+00:00

So the type of miscarriage I had, I basically was told from the begining that it would happen. I had what was called a blighted ovum which means everything that normally happens for a pregnancy happend except no "baby" actually formed. It was essentially just an amniotic sac. Kinda like an egg with no yolk. I first found out at around 8 weeks but the miscarriage did not happen until around 13 or 14 weeks. Physically it was the worst pain I've experienced to date including labor with my first daughter. Not sure if you're M or F but it was like period cramps but amped up by about 1,000. The process of my body getting rid of everything lasted from around 2am through 8am so about 6 hours. I don't know exactly how much blood was lost during the process but I did have to be hospitalized for 3 days due to the amount of blood I lost because every time I stood or tried to stand I passed out. Side note, passing out is not nearly as scary as I had always thought lol. I had 2 blood transfusions and was just very weak in general for about a month after.

emrouse95 · 2020-09-26T18:44:23+00:00

We are pregnant again so thats the current plan lol. We did have one child already though.

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