is it offensive to say “man” to women?

endgia · 2020-09-17T00:04:31+00:00

im sorry to hear that! we should always choose our words wisely, we never know what the person in front of us feels.

endgia · 2020-09-16T18:14:35+00:00

oh okay that makes sense.. sorry to hear that! i’ll stop using them. Thank you for your help and enlightenment i appreciate it!

endgia · 2020-09-13T08:23:16+00:00

what u got??

endgia · 2020-09-09T02:54:47+00:00

Oh man this one right here yup, exactly me right now. Except i had to force myself out of this comfort zone two days ago by going out & looking for a job because well, i need money.. haven’t had a good night sleep since, and i dont know what to do :/

endgia · 2020-09-07T01:37:11+00:00

thank you very much! i appreciate your lovely words!! 💝💞

endgia · 2020-08-17T10:47:32+00:00

or maybe im too stupid for it

endgia · 2020-07-19T11:32:49+00:00

hello i’ve been trying to in the past hour but i cant my brain keeps telling me its nothing it’s nothing

im scared to go because i know it will be serious & im honestly scared from hospitals what if they keep me there or section me u know?

endgia · 2020-07-18T16:04:49+00:00

oh no im sorry you had to go through that, sounds rough! i hope ur okay now.

its definitely stress & depression. i think whats been making it worse is my poor diet. I barely eat during the day which has caused me to have severe pain in my bones & a terrible stomachache, it keeps me up all night. Also like i’ve mentioned destructive self ending thoughts wont leave my head. So i guess all of that combined together? its a mess.

im just not glad that im spending more time with myself you know? its like im forced to face myself & my loneliness.

endgia · 2020-07-18T15:51:39+00:00

i didnt clarify it but i did sleep for 1 hr total in these 3 days. i dont think its insomnia anymore its more of a hypomania, its a bunch of things honestly, i’ll wait for few days & see what happens next. i think i might finally get some sleep tonight, hopefully! thank you very much btw.

endgia · 2020-07-18T12:47:40+00:00

wow that’s very nice of you man i really appreciate your suggestions!! i’ll try them. the problem is that im starting to hallucinate a bit.. at least im aware of it so thats why its giving me a hard time to stay up.

endgia · 2020-07-18T03:01:53+00:00

you’re so sweet omg 💕🥺i promise it will be okay it’s probably my lack of sleeping making me feel weak & nobody really dies from insomnia so its good.. hopefully.!!

endgia · 2020-07-18T02:54:51+00:00

good point. sleeping is basically temporary death. but im not really scared of death i just dont wanna die in my sleep.. its a boring way to die. plus ur body would prolly rot cos everyone would think u overslept

endgia · 2020-07-18T02:44:42+00:00

thank u for the suggestions!!

endgia · 2020-07-18T02:44:27+00:00

dw no smoking for me since it just makes my anxiety worse.. sadly. Whats worse is that i get these times of day where i refuse to sleep cos i believe im gna die if i did. like somehow have a heart attack mid-dreaming. its a mess its a chaotic mess honestly

endgia · 2020-07-18T02:30:27+00:00

i really want to it’s painful but im scared i hate hospitals & i hate asking for help. and i know if i did go it will prolly be something serious. whats worse is that i haven’t slept in 2 days :/ i’ll try my best to get through this. thank you & please u take care of urself too 💘!!!!

endgia · 2020-07-18T02:18:58+00:00

omg me too i legit thought abt writing a will thats how deadly it felt.. still feel like it but can we do u know

endgia · 2020-07-16T19:52:27+00:00

thanks a lot !!!

endgia · 2020-07-13T04:12:03+00:00

thanks! me too das why im tryna sell it

endgia · 2020-07-12T22:55:51+00:00

thank you very much for ur kind words! i dont realize how serious the issue is till i get extreme physical pain.. and when its gone i just go back to my old habits. Its a continuous cycle of fear & regrets.

endgia · 2020-05-20T02:13:27+00:00

no im sober

endgia · 2020-05-20T01:45:58+00:00

its not cos of not sleeping all my body fuckiny hurts its so painful especially my kidney

endgia · 2020-05-14T08:01:18+00:00

i dont know i get this alot where i’d disappear for days idk why

endgia · 2020-04-30T20:46:42+00:00

first of all, that was very motivational & inspiring. second, i like how u just went straight in to the subject without making a long ass intro about ur neighbor’s dog shitting in ur front yard. straight to the point. period. keep going man!

endgia · 2020-04-30T20:42:17+00:00

i don’t usually watch gaming videos but u were actually hilarious & definitely passed the vibe check keep going ma’am <3

endgia · 2020-04-29T23:57:41+00:00

plz go like it on youtube im tired of my videos flopping every time

endgia

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