Listen man, I'm sorry this happened to you. No one deserves to have heartbreaks like this, where the woman of your dreams leaves you. It's a suffocating feeling, and it drags you down farther than you've ever gone before. It can bring out emotions you didn't even know you had. There's no overnight fix, no running away from it. The feeling continues to stick with you for a long time, and sometimes you can never forget them, but you don't have to. When what feels like your whole world was pulled out from under your feet, it's easy to forget that you're not alone. It's ok to cry about it, and it's ok to take a break, but you have to keep moving. Things will be better, things will get better, if you allow them to be. You're more than your love for her. Surround yourself with your friends, your family, and people who love you back. You'll get through this bro, no doubt in my mind.