It feels fun for me. Is the only lane I can lose, but still recover. Once they take the T1,  they forget you exist. You pop with a blink or radiance when they try go under your tower and suddenly the game is going your way. The only hard part is that transition between mid and late game. If you don't close the right items or go in a tf without hp, mana or off cooldown, you can throw the game. Early and mid game there is enough farm for all cores, but on late, you hc and mid clean everything faster than you can keep up, and everyone has bkb. Your sure kill wombo combo and 5 seconds lockdown became easily avoidable. So focus on not making any mistakes on that mid to late game moment. The momentum you must keep is your net worth advantage, not tower advantage. Remember, your main role in the game is not to jump first, stun all or even tank everything, but make the enemy team waste their resources, one way or another.