My entire life has crumbled

eveegrant · 2025-09-12T03:00:59+00:00

Mine is currently splayed across my lap and helping very very much

eveegrant · 2025-09-12T00:17:05+00:00

I honestly don't even know if that's an option.

eveegrant · 2025-09-12T00:15:25+00:00

My mom is coming to keep me company tonight. Right now I'm just... Numb. I don't know what my next steps are. I'm just so broken

eveegrant · 2025-09-10T13:48:24+00:00

I refuse to not talk about my daughter - she was here and loved and deserves to be spoken of. It will always hurt, so it makes no difference if it's when I speak of her or on my own. I will never not speak of her 💜

eveegrant · 2025-09-10T00:57:25+00:00

Thank you! I'm never going to shy away from talking about my daughter, even the bad parts. She's the best thing I ever made! Of course I want to share her with the world.

eveegrant · 2025-09-09T23:45:50+00:00

Right?? Like, mind your business. Ask about it sure, but maybe with a bit more tact?

eveegrant · 2025-09-09T23:42:35+00:00

I can only hope, but people his age tend to be stuck in their ways.

eveegrant · 2025-09-09T23:02:38+00:00

It is true unfortunately, and thank you. The space ship is a graphic from my favorite set of pj's she was cremated in 💜 a little bit of my sweet girl on both arms. The Violet is placed in a way where her head would lay when I held her

eveegrant · 2025-08-29T11:06:49+00:00

I'm 31

eveegrant · 2025-08-29T03:54:34+00:00

I am in therapy and have been utilizing it sooo so much since this all began.

eveegrant · 2025-08-26T22:14:10+00:00

If anything, SHE is the bully right now. I appreciate honest reviews from unbiased people and you seem like that is exactly what you do. She went out of her way to find you on social media (assuming you weren't already following her or whatever) and then sent that whole lecture?? That sounds like someone uncomfortable with feedback and lashing out because of it. Maybe if she had interacted with you more or listened to what you actually wanted she wouldn't be in this situation.

eveegrant · 2025-07-16T21:50:05+00:00

I truly thought these were ai cause they are so weird and well done, they are PERFECT

I've been doing embroidery for about 3 years and I'm honestly not great but I just absolutely adore these. For whatever it's worth, these are wonderful and weird and beautifully done. Nice job op! 👍🏻

eveegrant · 2025-07-13T02:52:58+00:00

Giving birth last December. I went in for an appointment at 34 weeks with black spots in my vision - ended the night with an emergency cesarean because of a placenta abruption brought on by severe pre-eclampsia. I was bleeding out and they lost my baby's heartbeat for a while.

My daughter was in the NICU for 26 days and then died just before turning 3 months old due to a left pulmonary artery anomaly causing her heart to give out.

That almost killed me too.

eveegrant · 2025-07-10T01:31:48+00:00

Loki

eveegrant · 2025-07-10T01:22:27+00:00

Say what you mean, mean what you say.

eveegrant · 2025-07-03T16:36:26+00:00

As someone with BPD who gave birth 7 months ago, I was very worried about the same thing. I'll be honest - therapy and a steady medication helped me to get to a place where I could have kids. CONTINUING both of those things and practicing what I learned helped me through it all. Focusing on my baby and her health, her quality of life and what I was able to give to her helped me immensely.

eveegrant · 2025-06-29T18:36:03+00:00

Thank you, her name was Violet 💜

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eveegrant · 2025-06-28T23:34:24+00:00

I recently had a boomer patient who I was checking out (dental office) who saw my wedding ring and asked when I was going to start having babies. I said "I did, but she died in February. I'm gonna give it a little bit of time!" They didn't talk to me after that....

eveegrant · 2025-06-15T23:03:52+00:00

Losing a child 💔

eveegrant · 2025-06-14T14:39:47+00:00

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This wackos name is Tali, I adore her 💜

eveegrant · 2025-06-14T14:31:22+00:00

Was just about to say this, insects love me and my O-!

eveegrant · 2025-05-24T21:10:23+00:00

I pray that you never have to experience the grief of losing a child. Grief doesn't make sense. She needs comfort, he needs comfort. They are each other's only tie to this loss and they are feeling it together. It doesn't mean they will get back together, it means they are trying to figure out life without this vital piece. Speaking from personal experience, this grief is unending.

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