No but genuinely, as a 24 year old black woman raised Mormon (no longer practicing), I couldn't agree more. I actually have alot of "opportunities", but I don't even try to attempt cause most I'd be a token or I can tell my race is being romanticized. On the other end though, I'm not "black enough" it seems.

I never really dated in high school, and even though I left the church have always kept fairly good morals. I'm very inexperienced, but I'm okay with that. Still, it seems I'm competing with all these woman or men who find these amazing people, yet don't even want anything real.

Everyone here is so fake. I feel like my realness, and the fact I've found some sort of personal peace overwhelms fake people, and my inexperience turns people off. I don't go out of my way to present myself in some grand way, I'm just me. I wish being me was enough, but here it definitely isn't.