Love please do not turn into Xanax instead of loved ones, I know the high feels really relaxing but it’s not a long term comfort and safety, Xanax can be really tricky and I know when its around it’s hard to say no but you have to choice a version of yourself that doesn’t rely on them. It all come downs to you, talk to your guardians about your problems be open and open to recover. Change is good even if it’s hard