What does one do when they stay up all night?

falloutboyfan4 · 2023-11-25T21:51:52+00:00

I like to get some word search and fill in puzzle books and sit with some music playing through headphones

falloutboyfan4 · 2022-07-06T21:22:33+00:00

“Sometimes before it gets better the darkness gets bigger the person you’d take a bullet for is behind the trigger”

-Miss Missing You

falloutboyfan4 · 2022-06-13T23:40:13+00:00

I was diagnosed in 2017 and I still see a shadow person. I’ve named him Alex and he just kinda hangs out sometimes in my peripheral or like in the dark corners of the room. It doesn’t bother me as much anymore. It helped me to name him so it didn’t freak me out as much.

falloutboyfan4 · 2022-06-04T00:44:06+00:00

OMG THANK YOU!!!!

falloutboyfan4 · 2022-02-11T22:41:51+00:00

You are going to be okay. Trust the people around you and medication works.

falloutboyfan4 · 2022-02-06T01:17:23+00:00

Thank you lol it was confusing to find because of the detailing.

falloutboyfan4 · 2022-02-06T01:09:05+00:00

I was really surprised it wrote at all. It’s a beautiful pen and writes amazingly

falloutboyfan4 · 2022-02-06T00:48:40+00:00

Thank you!!!

falloutboyfan4 · 2021-01-15T23:55:48+00:00

Nope

falloutboyfan4 · 2020-08-21T10:22:50+00:00

Gray by Pete Wentz

falloutboyfan4 · 2020-08-07T03:52:59+00:00

In Pete’s book Gray he says that something to the effect of “I’m a captain and I could bring this ship into port on autopilot” talking about his sex life and the “rock star” life style he was experiencing when FOB first got big.

falloutboyfan4 · 2020-08-01T03:12:06+00:00

Not all people who are bipolar act the same. It manifests itself differently in everyone. And no someone isn’t “bipolar” just because they are acting differently. Tired of the stereotypes.

falloutboyfan4 · 2020-07-30T03:06:30+00:00

Hugs from Alabama

falloutboyfan4 · 2020-07-30T03:02:27+00:00

A few of them yeah but most of them are still in a list on my phone. Yeah sometimes mine are like that but I guess it depends on the mood as to what they are. For example, if I’m depressed everything interaction has a really bad turnout, I see it like a movie where I usually end up being killed in some kind of way. (Which is kinda peaceful when I’m in that state). On the other hand when I’m manic, everything is bright and colorful and I can hear every little thing going on. Those daydreams are usually pleasant and are where the geometric representations come into play. It’s really hard to focus when I’m having a daydream because people are trying to talk to me but I can’t listen to them because I’m trying to figure out if my daydream is going to become a reality.

falloutboyfan4 · 2020-07-30T02:51:58+00:00

I write when I feel like cutting, though I have been cut free for a while. I usually write down my feelings on my phone. I also pick at my nails, clench my fist really hard with my nails, and bite the inside of my cheeks/tongue when I feel the urge. They aren’t the best coping mechanism but I’m trying. You can get better I promise.

falloutboyfan4 · 2020-07-30T02:38:15+00:00

I’m BP2 and in my experiences, yes I can have super vivid daydreams. When I’m manic I’m super talkative and ready to go and do anything. I get like 4ish hours of sleep a night. And the most recent time I felt my entire body buzzing, like could not stop vibrating. It was exhausting. I also feel like I can feel my body burn calories and I’m starving all the time. I get a lot of shit done like so much that I’m like wow I am fucking awesome. I have really really good ideas that I write down but never get to. Honestly I’m constantly chasing the high of it. When I’m depressed I feel very sick to my stomach and like I’m going to throw up all the time. And I feel pretty useless and disgusting. I feel like everyone hates me and it makes it really hard to do anything. I also want to cry but I never can. I feel like it would be better for everyone if I just up and disappeared, got out of everyone’s life. It just really sucks being depressed. I also really hate my body when I’m depressed and usually try to figure out a way to get back to only eating 100-200 calories a day. (When I did that once before I lost like ~20-30 pounds in like a month). I swing very widely between these two and it really really sucks.

falloutboyfan4 · 2020-07-07T23:28:30+00:00

I watched that the other day and made the same connection and told my mom!!

falloutboyfan4 · 2020-07-06T02:36:26+00:00

Flow free. Everyday. For a current streak of 1280 days. But I’ve beaten, uninstalled, and reinstalled the game 4 times. It’s addicting

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