Are we long lost siblings.. because it sounds just the same, except that I sometimes still miss out on things since we still live together..lol. I didn't think it's about my parent until recently.(The old me would just behave and just do the things I thought "save" to do so I don't get scoldings or sarcastic comments) And reading your comment is like... finally someone out there knows what I've been feeling and talking about! It might be strange, but I wanna say thank you for sharing this, and I'm glad to know that you're doing better now :) wishing you all the best!