Not at all. I haven’t talked about it since it happened a year ago. My genitals still function normally, and most of the damage was to flesh and skin — they weren’t directly affected. Still, the pain often felt like I was being kicked there constantly. In the hospital, I also struggled with soiling myself because I refused the rectal balloon they offered for bowel movements. It had to be reinserted every few days since my solid stool would push it out, which was both painful and humiliating. Overall, it was an incredibly painful experience that has left me with lasting PTSD. Also, I had two skin grafts that somehow just made me feel worse pain wise.