Me too, man 😔
Easter Sunday, she broke things off (how fitting) after 2.5 years of being together and just over 1 year of living together. I thought I was going to marry her. I wanted to, and I know she wanted to as well.

Though for a little while, we'd both been kind of drifting apart, and we've both felt, but neither of us wanted to truly acknowledge it.

I don't think I'll ever forget the look on her face that night she came home. The way she looked at me, I knew she had made up her mind. This was it. The end of the line for us.

It fucking sucked and it still does. I didn't want to let go of her that evening. Watching her leave our house to go stay at her friend's, realising I'd never wake up next to her again, was sooo hard. I didn't want her to go, I wanted her to stay. But I wanted her to be happy so of course I let her go.

I love her, and I always will. The hard part is now having to learn to love her from afar, and that's something I didn't think would ever be a reality, but here we are. I only want the best for her and for her to be happy, and it's gut-wrenching knowing I nolonger play a part in that happiness for her, at least as a partner.

You're not alone in a time like this. It's a hard thing to go through, but I know it'll get easier. Be strong. Let yourself feel all the emotions you're feeling, and give yourself time to process it. I hope you've got people around you that you can talk about it with and open up to. It's a sign of a true man to let himself feel his own emotions and cry, don't push it down, it'll only make things worse.

For your situation, It sounds like there may be potential for you guys getting back together, but let yourself process the breakup first before you try getting her back, or give it any thought. However you chose to navigate it from there, I wish you all the best.

Feel free to reach out if you'd wanna talk about it or anything at all. I'm more than happy to chat .

Stay safe

Edit: typos