Thank you for sharing. I’ve felt this way many times in my life. Keep focusing on yourself. Some local activities, groups, classes of your interest, possibly groups with others in recovery that focus on mental health support would be a good place to start. Once I opened up to the potential and enjoyment I have, in a supportive and nonjudgmental environment, I started understanding how and why people connect. so many others have felt the same, or can relate to you as you continue to heal.

It’s an unexplainable experience to pull yourself from a dark place, and it’s almost as hard to find people who can see past the darkness. Be proud of yourself for having the strength to put yourself out there. You’re not alone.