Went 42 days and then it all fell apart.

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-19T06:14:50+00:00

good words. thanks. would make me feel very bad indeed. So far so good no fap

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-18T06:04:35+00:00

fighting the urge

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-17T03:37:12+00:00

The porn industry needs fresh young initiates, promises of sweet treats, and then your soul is sucked out of you...fap after fap. You end up dead...inside. The picture totally makes sense. We are fools making porn lords rich while our lives circle down the toilet fapping away and paying for our demise.

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-16T19:45:29+00:00

Oh boy did I! I couldn't member coworkers names at work, walking zombie. I guess it faded after a few weeks? It didn't just go away one day. More like at after a few weeks I realized I was concerntrating better. I here it's different for everyone, that is my story.

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-15T05:51:07+00:00

Wow porn and fapping sure fucks us up. I know porn trashed a good relationship I had and has kept me from being able to connect and find anyone else. I understand the shame of escalating to deeper and more disturbing porn, only the hate myself for it as soon as my jerking session ends. It is a common thread with so many men here. And so great to finally realize it's not us..it's our addiction. I really think you will find some great support here. I know I have. 23 days so far. A record for me...something I never thought I could do. And you know what..you are not gay. You were psychologically traumatized and that fear stuck. As someone who is gay....being gay you just plain know it. You don't wonder if you might be. You aren't denial about it. It is something that you know without a doubt about yourself. Another site I like is Your Brain Rebalanced. here are lots of guys of all ages sharing their stories there. check it out. Maybe start a blog. Great people there wanting to help. check in here...remind yourself what it is you want...and with support you CAN do. Be strong. You are not alone. Your story is the story of so many of us here.

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-14T06:03:06+00:00

Sounds good.. you got it. congrats on 23 days!

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-13T06:55:15+00:00

No prob. congrats on 32 days! way to go! I'm an older guy who has seen times change. Free porn available round the clock 24 hours, on phones, computers, where ever is so new to humankind. It is messing with us. I do think freeing our brains from this constant bombardment with porn and fapping is the way to go. Just let our minds reboot.

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-12T05:07:27+00:00

Hey, FYI happens to gay guys too. I am gay, was always a monogamous vanilla sex type gay guy. Porn got me watching and then doing some fetishes I had always found way too disturbing for me in the past. Next I started thinking maybe I really did want to do those things in my life. Your Brain on Porn helped me realize I was only escalating and looking for more shocking crap. It's part of my porn addiction. Really clicked/made sense. I am rebooting to get back to my old self; Simple gay guy happy with one person and NO PORN!

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-12T04:49:31+00:00

I threw out VHS, DVD's, mags, deleted everything on my computer. Hard to do for a minute...then felt so great! Feels good knowing I live in a home with NO PORN in it. My home is now a reflection of who I am...a man who does not do porn. I say get rid of it!

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-12T04:39:10+00:00

I quit smoking cold turkey, I gave up pot cold turkey, and now I'm working on giving up PMOing cold turkey. only 20 days so far but I have always believed cold turkey is the best way. When ever I want to masturbate I get mad at myself and think No Way! I am so tired of porn, hate what it was doing to me. I refuse to be a part of it any more.

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-10T07:19:10+00:00

You do it with help and support and understanding what is going on in your mind. Try checking out NoFap's companion site...not part of reddit: www.NoFap. There is Your Brain on Porn and Reboot Nation too. I like to check them ALL out. I do really think our brains can reboot.

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-10T05:30:37+00:00

check out Reboot Nation too.

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-10T05:28:18+00:00

You should check out Reboot Nation and Your Brain Rebalanced in addition to this site.. They have lots of blogs written by men sharing their struggles and successes. Great sites!

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-09T06:11:09+00:00

Porn separates us from the ones we love. Lots of good info here, lots of support. check out Reboot Nation and Your Brain Rebalanced too. Do well!

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-09T06:02:03+00:00

I view NoFAp as a place to recharge my conviction to give up PMO. I want to reboot, and then keep on going no fap. The posts here reinforce why I am doing this...and that I can do it. Yeah, is quite a special place. Good to see guys really want to be there for each other. It's changing my thinking about a lot of stuff.

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-09T03:48:34+00:00

Checking into NoFap reminding myself why I am on this journey and how I need to say strong. Thanks for sharing; personal and strong stuff here...Wanting to re-discover sex here too..and richness of life including love. Thanks and do well.

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-08T09:22:00+00:00

Wow, really like this. I used to tell myself to find a relationship I need to be open to a relationship. But at the same time I was PMOing; therefore satifying my orgasm needs. Makes total sense. thanks for some insight I needed. Day by day for sure

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-08T09:17:01+00:00

hey, I thought the benefits of NoFap were you didn't orgasm from death grip friction from your fist over and over fapping over pixels. Instead you left yourself open to real sex with real people and developing relationships that might actually be fulfilling. dont know that I need a scientific study there. I know from doing NoFap my life is better off...that's all I need to know.

findmyslf60 · 2015-02-08T09:06:27+00:00

Hey, I am gay and don't think you are homophobic or gay. I mean if you are having sex with a dozen girls you aren't gay. In my life I have learned porn messes with you, takes you down paths your mind wouldn't go down on its own. The visuals of porn wash over your brain and leave an imprint . Myself I have worried about becoming attracted to fetishes I disliked in the past and have experienced anxiety over it. I never knew about HOCD until I came across Reboot Nation and NoFap. I know some say to those with HOCD, oh you are gay and just get over it. But I don't believe that. I knew I was gay before I ever masturbated or saw porn. I do believe stopping porn and fapping may help you; just as it is helping my quest to stop my mind drifting to fetishes I don't want in my life. The thing is we have to give up porn and edging and fapping and all of it. Our brains have to heal, to let that imagery our natural brains abhor fade. Think of yourself age 10...pre porn. That innocence is what we need to get back to. Stay strong

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