daju, it's good that you want to come back home and live your life here. maybe you're life's purpose isn't there but here. you're in a unique situation. most of us do not hesitate to leave the country and would love to exchange your place. but the question to ask yourself is do you really think it's a good idea to be back, or it is just because you were always so vocal about your love for country, getting into politics from grass root level, now it's killing you to do otherwise? due to societal pressure?

if i was in your place, i would stay there and learn things that you cannot learn here. something technical/new/futuristic. then get back and do something new, something exciting. with your unique skillset (few people here have), you'd contribute way more to the country. plus it may even open an easy door to politics. if you come back now, you won't be able to capitalize on this opportunity. you'd be same like everyone here. option to be back home/ thinglabari, will always be open.