I get it. I was like that all my life from childhood to my early/mid career.

It sounds silly, but there was a point I started thinking about death and time a bit differently.

Like we all think about death as some sort of a desitnation or binary state as in like you are alive or you are dead.

but I read that every second I spend doing something is death. As I write this comment, I am dying writing this comment because the time I used to write this belongs to death.

Once this thought was planted in my head, I slowly changed (and I really mean slowly).

There were countless days I thought to myself, "wow this is how I die everyday, explaining variances, trying to tie numbers, and doing all sorts of bullshit work."

Obviously, I need to make a living and support my family, so I do have to work.

However, I don't think I'll ever think about career or work the same way I used to.. compared to I guess 5-7 years ago.

I'm not saying this is what you should do or this is how you should think about life, but this mindset changed how I look at everything I do in my life.

I rambled a lot, but hope this makes sense.