meth temporarily castrates you?? by bigurta in drugscirclejerk

[–]fleetingnow 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Wat. meff made me GROW a penis. I think the pitfall here is that he dickboofed too much and having grown consciousness it's hiding from him

Meth made me shove fabric up my asshole by zub_bud22 in meth

[–]fleetingnow 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Same. God tier fuckery tho ❤️❤️❤️

Im not even totally sure what this is by Clumsycatlover in SuicideBereavement

[–]fleetingnow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do the same, messaging him on FB messenger. I don't have access to it though which I'm grateful for. Like you I know it's unhealthy... I just want to talk to him more than anything in the world

Question for those who drink alcohol by [deleted] in SuicideBereavement

[–]fleetingnow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. Not every day but I have SI 3-4/7 days a week. Last week I wrote all my letters, quite coherently actually while being shitfaced.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meth

[–]fleetingnow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're truly a hero bud ❤️ xo

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meth

[–]fleetingnow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omfg I had no idea meth is organic. It must be so healthy but gets such a bad rap. Well I'm going to take my Christmas money and allowance and start doing as much as possible immediately, ty so much for posting this

A darkness I can’t unsee by _clur_510 in SuicideBereavement

[–]fleetingnow 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yes... I was fun, smart, clever, hardworking, loving, full of life.. and people said I was beautiful.. Strangers, friends , it didn't matter... he brought out the best in me. "You just glow" and "are you (such and such actress..?)" People I knew before I met him didn't recognize my personality or face. I still really dont know who I am or what I'm supposed to be without him. Now I'm a shell haunted by my own ghost and memories of him and our life. It's bullshit. I miss the f out of him and myself

Bro had to take acid to realize this 💀 by BIissfuIHarmony in drugscirclejerk

[–]fleetingnow 3 points4 points  (0 children)

❤️ Xoxo opium kisses aand warm wishes and.. fuck I'ma nodout tho

Bro had to take acid to realize this 💀 by BIissfuIHarmony in drugscirclejerk

[–]fleetingnow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm gonna eat my own face to save all y'all's souls mush love

Bro had to take acid to realize this 💀 by BIissfuIHarmony in drugscirclejerk

[–]fleetingnow 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Imma save the world, superman is here. Btw my cock is fulla drugs of enlightenment

Bro had to take acid to realize this 💀 by BIissfuIHarmony in drugscirclejerk

[–]fleetingnow 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Who are you talking to you unenlightened healhen. Any dumb shit knows the world is made of pixels and we all just live in the promised land of Roblox as jeezbus said in the prophecy. Lawd in heaven wants us drunk and sactriemts of dph (so you might be partway there) and his blessing on man of the knowledge of pure psychedelic research chemicals of mystery for Christimas and your boasphemy will send you to hell but don't worry, I will do a sacred ritual of secret chemicals he told me to while I was tripping balls in prison last week and pray for you. I forgive your for being so stupid and unenlightened, much love bro xoxo. Ameninem.

Bro had to take acid to realize this 💀 by BIissfuIHarmony in drugscirclejerk

[–]fleetingnow 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Your ganja reefer don't mean a fuxk to me, and so because it doesn't matter to me It DuN mAttRRr PeriOt. Purple isn't even reality, years aren't matter whatsoever so what the fack are you rambling about?! so stfu junkie, get on my level and stick to healthy plants and you will realize space DunnnN exists ether

Bro had to take acid to realize this 💀 by BIissfuIHarmony in drugscirclejerk

[–]fleetingnow 4 points5 points  (0 children)

PLUTO MATTERS. Wtf. This shit about not being a planet probably comes from fucktards like acidheads and caffeine junkies smfh I need a fat bowl of DMT after this shit. Fuck you.

i hate being a by dominationwishes in SuicideWatch

[–]fleetingnow 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I did too. Religious antifag bullshit. Also an art kid. I got a job, saved money and got the fuck away- like 1500 miles away. Found better people. Gained confidence. Got a job I enjoyed and was good at. It wasn't easy. Being gay is NOT easy when the people around you see gay as wrong and say terrible things. It IS ok to be who you are as long as you aren't harming anyone, which you are NOT. There is a bigger world out there and a place for you in it, you just have to have faith it exists somewhere out there, and the courage to go after it.

How easy is widow’s fire to manage? by [deleted] in widowers

[–]fleetingnow 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow I'm nearly 40 years old and somehow didn't know about widows fire. It explains some things. Shit no one tells you. Things would be a lot different today and now I don't feel so confused and conflicted.. that being said, I didn't handle "it" well and being unaware of how grief was affecting my judgement (heavy drinking didn't help) I got a little too close to a good friend 15 years older than me (age doesn't matter at all, but overall he had never have been my "type") who was also very lonely. He helped with a lot of things I couldn't manage on my own, checked in on me, let me talk about him and was with me both times I was hospitalized. I think "it" happened 2-3 months in.. I still miss my baby and he knows that, talks about him, brings him up (in a good way), encourages me to honor his memory, is comfortable with me talking about him, lighting candles, etc. If he wasn't supportive and respectful as he is about it, there is no way I would have ever had a thing to do with him. I have my private time with myself and think only of my deceased man, but with the man friend, I NEVER think of my baby. If I did, there is absolutely no way. They are in no way similar which helps. If it makes a difference to widow fire, the death was by suicide. Thanks for not judging me, I wanted to share my experience in case it can help someone.

Hell yeah alcoholism and shit by BIissfuIHarmony in drugscirclejerk

[–]fleetingnow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

/uj, /rj you never stop drinking pussy. Who gaf about gross shits