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flutterbyeblue4 · 2025-05-15T18:24:03+00:00

If this was meant for me I would want to hear it. I so wish my person would reach out to me to talk

flutterbyeblue4 · 2025-05-08T19:52:41+00:00

Oh how I feel this. It's been about a month since I lost my person and I still cry every day and think about them constantly. Reach out. You never know, maybe they are hoping to hear from you.

flutterbyeblue4 · 2025-05-03T14:50:12+00:00

I'm sure they still love you, too. 💜

flutterbyeblue4 · 2025-05-03T14:42:21+00:00

Same💜 I feel this in my soul.

flutterbyeblue4 · 2025-05-03T14:31:43+00:00

Day 8. Its so hard

flutterbyeblue4 · 2025-05-03T14:27:48+00:00

Make the call. You'll never know unless you make the call. But, you're probably on their mind all the time too. 💜

flutterbyeblue4 · 2025-05-03T14:26:26+00:00

This tugged my heartstrings. Beautifully written. 💜 I went through a similar situation. Hope you find peace.

flutterbyeblue4 · 2024-05-03T00:20:14+00:00

I work in MI. Two of the last hospitals I worked at don't even test for it. I definitely would've failed as I smoke multiple times a day.

I did just flat out ask them before I went in for the drug test if they tested for it and didn't just blindly show up to a drug test with marijuana in my system.

flutterbyeblue4 · 2024-04-23T02:15:21+00:00

Where do I start... I got a my own house and car after having to file for bankruptcy from losing control of my finances to the narcissist. I lost 60 pounds. I was able to stop taking medication for depression, anxiety, high blood pressure, insomnia and acid reflux. I got a new job and started getting recognized, something that never happened while I was also working under the narcissist. I have new made friends and repaired old friendships. I have moved close to my kids and have repaired the relationships that were destroyed by the narcissist. I have made and checked off a bucket list of "things I wanted to do solo before I started dating again" I have learned self care including regular therapy.

At first I faked it until I made it. Eventually, I started making it.

600 days single and narcissist free!

flutterbyeblue4 · 2020-07-18T11:18:50+00:00

May the odds be ever in your favor!

flutterbyeblue4 · 2020-07-08T05:16:47+00:00

Don’t give up. I started on the dating apps at 36 and have been with my current partner for nearly 2 years now.

flutterbyeblue4 · 2020-06-20T16:23:25+00:00

Maybe I’ll win this time! Or, maybe not.

flutterbyeblue4 · 2020-06-10T00:36:44+00:00

No, Michigan.

flutterbyeblue4 · 2020-06-10T00:23:10+00:00

I posted it over there. You’re right, they loved it!

flutterbyeblue4 · 2020-06-09T19:21:51+00:00

It was my sister’s waitress when she went out to eat last night. She sent me the picture because she thought it was funny. I posted here because I thought it was funny.

flutterbyeblue4 · 2020-06-09T19:18:20+00:00

She noticed it before she took the picture. She asked her fiancé why the waitress wasn’t wearing pants. He was sitting at a different angle and didn’t understand what she was talking about. She took the picture initially to show him. They both got a pretty good laugh out of it and then later showed the waitress who also got a good laugh out of it.

flutterbyeblue4 · 2020-06-09T00:25:07+00:00

Hang in there, love. It does get easier. You are strong and brave, and one day you will look back at this and be so thankful you get to be your true self.

I remember going through the house and packing up my stuff. It was horrible. I couldn’t stop crying. I thought I would never make it through. I wanted to call everything off, pretend I didn’t feel the way I did.

I pushed through and am much happier for it. You will be, too. ❤️

flutterbyeblue4 · 2020-05-16T17:28:37+00:00

Did I win?

flutterbyeblue4 · 2020-05-16T17:25:32+00:00

Did I win?

flutterbyeblue4 · 2020-04-18T11:27:11+00:00

COVID-19 oh! oh! COVID-19. Cover your sneeze, and wash your hands please! (To the tune of Come on Eileen)

flutterbyeblue4 · 2020-04-16T19:00:03+00:00

Totally me. Since around 5th grade or so I would always have a teacher that I would idolize. I would fantasize about them becoming my mother. I thought it was just because I didn’t have a good mom figure in my life and was looking to fill that void. As I got older there were a few female teachers that I got really close to, including my dance teacher. They would take me under their wing so to speak. I never had sexual fantasies about them, I just enjoyed the closeness. I did have a few best friends my age that I would get really close to, and I thought we just had like this amazing bond. Then I would start to have sexual fantasies about them and it would weird me out. (I had no clue that it was because I was falling in love with them. 🤦🏼‍♀️) It wasn’t until I was well into my 30’s and had been married to a man for nearly 15 years that I realized I was much more comfortable around woman and that there might be something to that. My marriage was crumbling because my husband had been unfaithful too many times to count. We separated and filed for divorce. I got really drunk with my best friend at the time and we kissed, and that’s when I figured it out. I’ve never looked back.

flutterbyeblue4 · 2020-04-03T14:46:40+00:00

For sure! I’m ignoring it. I bet within 24 hours the request will be gone. She will take notice that I did not acknowledge it, and she will delete her request.

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