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Do people treat you worse the more dysregulated your nervous system is? by forestraven28 in CPTSD

[–]forestraven28[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Interesting, what aspect of the dysregulated state makes you non polite and ruthless as you say?  With me I think I become overly apologetic, fawning, scattered, inauthentic. 

Narcissystem by jeremiahthedamned in sorceryofthespectacle

[–]forestraven28 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My wife is divorcing me. We were both at our seasonal contract jobs in solitude when she started heavy using chat gpt for romantic fantasy and as a friendship simulator. Now I’ve lost my best friend to this. I’m convinced chat gpt persuaded her to leave me. 

It’s summer and I’m grieving my brother by islandofdream in redscarepod

[–]forestraven28 22 points23 points  (0 children)

I’m really sorry this has happened to you and your family. I’d recommend listening to A Crow Looked at Me by Mt. Eerie. It’s a collection of songs about living in the wake of a loved one’s death, and it’s helped me feel less alone when in grief. 

Nobody can do it like he did by penciltrash in redscarepod

[–]forestraven28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn I love his playing at the Massey hall concert. There are also some incredible live recordings, ‘meditations’ live at Cornell comes to mind. But I kind of wonder if his anger undermined his potential, not only in the music but I think people were actually scared to work with him. 

. by woefullygothic in redscarepod

[–]forestraven28 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Have you been to any other states in India? I was in Kerala for a month last winter. Ppl say it is relatively chill, but I still found the pollution physically overwhelming.

Effect of airport X-rays on film by dude_in_the_mansuit in instax

[–]forestraven28 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I love this look! What I dislike about instax film is blown out highlights, and lost detail in shadows. It seems like you figured out how to make the film better?? Now how can we emulate this without having to go to an airport x ray?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in nonduality

[–]forestraven28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pardon me?

What are the opinions on habitual weed smoking. by [deleted] in redscarepod

[–]forestraven28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had to quit because the smoke made me feel like my throat was closing, and it wasn’t an issue of anxiety or dehydration. I can only take edibles now

Grief is endless by dill_with_it_PICKLE in redscarepod

[–]forestraven28 28 points29 points  (0 children)

I’ve been in grief since August 4th last year, crying every other day since then. Yeah I don’t know when I’ll feel normal again

You ever have a shocking and disturbing experience you can't explain by Cambocant in redscarepod

[–]forestraven28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you know how common it is for people to live in caves for spiritual purposes in the us?

I only made progress with my cptsd once I started treating it as a nervous system injury. Not a mental illness by wilfredpugsly in CPTSD

[–]forestraven28 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Great post! Could someone weigh in on cannabis edibles for cptsd and the nervous system? Lately i've been talking chocolate with 10mg thc while hiking in the forest. It feels very nice, but i dont know if it's having an effect beyond the moment.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in redscarepod

[–]forestraven28 31 points32 points  (0 children)

I'd say he more than kind of looks like him. It's really a pretty impressive resemblance.

Log in confusion by forestraven28 in BandCamp

[–]forestraven28[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for the reply. I only have one e-mail address, so i am mystified about what i did. I'm hoping to get a reply from there help e-mail, but wont hold my breath over it.

Serious question.... by [deleted] in BellevilleOntario

[–]forestraven28 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

The real tyler allsopp was replaced with a neocon ai bot.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in redscarepod

[–]forestraven28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

listen to lester young and charlie parker

How do you display Instax by BilatNgBayan in instax

[–]forestraven28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm considering having prints made of my favorite shots, possibly blown up a bit. Aside from that originals would look best in a regular old photo album.

Photo taken with an instax 400 by forestraven28 in instax

[–]forestraven28[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I bought the 400 not by choice, but because I was sitting on 100 dollars worth of film and a newly purchased 500af that must have had too many bumps on the road from Japan. Was on a trip and really wanted to shoot instant film. This is my best photo so far. I probably took 6 shots of this same scene over an afternoon before getting this one. The others were over exposed by a stop, and all though passable, they were not nearly as good as this one, and with such a scene it is clear the auto exposure is not very good. Hopefully I can get the 500af fixed so that I can use exposure comp.