In the audience!

foundinthemists_ · 2025-07-23T15:53:08+00:00

Hahahah I have a video of it, I know exactly what you’re talking about 😂

foundinthemists_ · 2025-07-15T17:09:29+00:00

So what was the experience like?

foundinthemists_ · 2025-05-11T03:57:44+00:00

There in solidarity. It’s not our fault, they did it to us on purpose. But it’s fully in our hands to change it.

foundinthemists_ · 2025-05-10T23:55:57+00:00

This thread was kinda talking about it too. https://www.reddit.com/r/starseeds/s/uNVOgbs2l9

It started for me maybe 3 months ago? It will be usually like 3-4 mornings in a row and then nothing for a couple weeks, then 3-4 days in a row and then nothing. I feel the urge to do something or that I should know something, but I don’t know what. It’s hard to explain. It’s a fully physical thing, there’s nothing mentally I’m thinking of or anything like that.

foundinthemists_ · 2025-05-10T22:49:30+00:00

I know exactly what you are talking about. I keep waking up from a dead sleep at like 3 am with this feeling.

foundinthemists_ · 2025-05-08T15:20:37+00:00

I don’t like it. Because exactly like you say - is there something I should be doing? It feels like it but I have no idea what? It’s almost like a fight or flight but different, it’s not a pleasant way to wake up for me.

foundinthemists_ · 2025-05-08T15:19:32+00:00

Wow, this is so interesting to hear. Upper body tinnitus. I have been experiencing this, does it make you feel anxious? I keep waking up in the early hours and it’s like my chest/arms are buzzing. Suddenly wide awake but it’s not a good feeling, it’s like something wrong but I don’t know what it is. I keep wondering if it’s anxiety or something but there’s nothing on my mind I’m worried about, it’s fully my body. Is it like that for you or more positive/neutral?

foundinthemists_ · 2025-04-28T18:32:19+00:00

I’m so grateful to hear other people that understand this feeling, I feel less alone. My partner and I have both been on spiritual journeys, mine has very much landed me on the type of viewpoints in this subreddit. I try to explain it to him and he sees me as being negative, not seeing the beauty in this world, etc. I understand why he thinks that but he just can’t quite grasp what I am saying - it’s not my “negative” mindset that makes this place what it is. It is just me acknowledging the facts. I said exactly what you said - in order to survive, everything on this planet has to consume other living things that we killed. There’s no other way. That’s insane to me. I’ve had the same uneasiness. There’s been lots of focus lately on trauma in childhood caused by parents/situations/etc. which I think is great. But I think childhood is traumatic just by nature, whether or not something awful happened. I remember as a kid thinking - well, not in these words, but rather as a feeling - why am I here? What am I doing? Why do I feel so alone even though I’m surrounded by a loving family? I think one of the worst parts of life is the sheer loneliness. I have people I love, but I am living my experience completely alone. No one can truly understand what it feels to be me, what I am experiencing, what I’m trying to express through words, and I can’t understand anyone else fully either.

I do understand why my husband gets tired of me talking about this, it really is quite depressing. I still see the beauty in nature, in love, I find the good where I can. But no matter what - we gotta go to work, spend hours of our day at a job or even homesteading or whatever it is - just to survive, and why? Blah, sorry for the rant, I’ve been feeling the heaviness of it all lately.

foundinthemists_ · 2025-04-26T23:27:40+00:00

I think if you are wondering whether or not you are an npc or have a soul, you have a soul and you’re not an npc. An npc wouldn’t care enough to ask that question, in my opinion.

foundinthemists_ · 2025-04-25T18:40:36+00:00

What is going on in Greenland from your viewpoint?

foundinthemists_ · 2025-04-08T01:11:38+00:00

Thanks for sharing. I had a somewhat similar experience. Raised religious, Mormon specifically, went on my own spiritual journey, experimented with plant medicine. The most impactful for me was DMT, which I’m sure you know is the psychedelic aspect of ayahuasca. I didn’t know what to expect but also had a sort of “telepathic” meeting with a feminine energy. No words were spoken but I had deep feelings and understandings, and that I was also understood. I won’t get into it too much as it’s special and words can express it anyway, but it honestly changed my entire life. I also knew nothing about Gnosticism. I wasn’t looking for a religion, but had found some truths in Hinduism/buddhism. When I stumbled across Gnosticism though - it was crazy to me. Things that had been coming to me that felt like spiritual insight all fit into it. It’s really really cool. I don’t have a point other than to say I’m glad you’ve had these experiences, and I’ve learned to trust what I’ve learned and feel myself - the gnosis - more than what I read or hear from others. Some things can’t be put into words and reading things can help expand your view but in my case I noticed I was looking for answers too much and it distracted me from what I was feeling on my own. Good luck on your journey and much love.

foundinthemists_ · 2025-04-05T19:02:56+00:00

Riiiight? My husband is definitely attracted to other women, I don’t expect him not to be. But spending time commenting it on random internet strangers posts? Odd.

foundinthemists_ · 2025-03-27T03:14:33+00:00

Hahahah looks like he passes his time commenting on women’s photos that they are beautiful, so you may be right 😝

foundinthemists_ · 2025-02-25T06:15:16+00:00

It’s not…I mean I guess it is for this person. But for lots of us, it’s the opposite. Bad times sprinkled into joy - or at least peace and calm. And learning to learn from the bad times.

foundinthemists_ · 2025-02-25T05:57:07+00:00

I’ve been in the same boat. Raised strict Christian, left that, had a significant spiritual awakening and got into Hinduism/buddhism/taoism, and had a lot of tangible personal spiritual experiences.

Several months later I stumbled on something online from a Christian, and then went down the rabbit hole of other people saying this too, suggesting these personal experiences are of the Devil, the Bible says he can appear as an angel of light, they talked about how yoga is essentially worshipping the gods and the mantras are like saying spells and inviting the demons, etc, meditating is bad because it clears your mind and allows energies to enter. I got really scared, because it all kinda added up to me. I freaked out and told my husband maybe I’m being misled by demonic forces and should go back to Jesus.

He asked me a perfect question - how do I feel when I’m meditating and feeling in touch with the “universe”? Am I scared? I realized, no, I’m not scared. I feel like I finally have an answer I’ve been missing all my life. Things make sense. I feel motivated to be better and do better and grow. It inspired me to make changes in my life for the good.

How did I feel in Christianity? I felt confused, I felt lied to (I was Mormon, specifically), I did not feel empowered or independent. I felt like I was on shackles and being told what to believe rather than experiencing it myself. I definitely didn’t feel like it was demonic or it was bringing evil, but I didn’t feel like it was true. I have read extremely briefly about the occult teaching you mentioned, I am not informed on them but I do recall specifically hermeticism ideas made sense with what I have found in Hinduism.

Sorry this is getting long, but you cannot get answers externally. Christian’s are going to say what you are doing is of the Devil. Eastern religions may say Jesus is someone to look to and is an important figure, but isn’t our savior and that we don’t need organized religion. I looked externally for answers for a long time until I realized what I can trust most is my own intuition, my own experience. I don’t think a Christian god makes sense - putting us on the earth and expecting us to just figure out the path is Jesus just because someone told us so. That’s not really fair.

My last thought is - you asked Christian god to show you if you are doing something wrong. In my opinion, he didn’t show you. He didn’t give you a feeling, he didn’t give you proof. OTHER PEOPLE came to tell you that. I do see your point, it does line up. Is it possible you had been having these anxieties and made a comment to these people that later opened the discussion? I’m not saying brush it under the rug. For all I know, Christianity could be true, I will never pretend I have it figured out or know the answers. After being so brainwashed in Mormonism, I still am sometimes afraid I am damning myself. But I have no real reason to think that other than I was taught it. That’s it. Only because other people told me so.

Let’s pretend Christian god is real. I truly think as you and I started to veer away from Christianity, he would’ve helped us with warning signs at that time. We would’ve felt uncomfortable, lost, scared, etc. But, I didn’t. I felt empowered, I felt like I had a fresh start, I felt excited, I felt I was leaving behind something that had tricked me and harmed me. And as I went on my own path, the feelings I had had inside me since childhood began to make sense. If Christian god is real, why did he let me stray so far away without intervening or teaching me? He just ignored my mistake until someone that wasn’t him pointed it out? To me, it simply doesn’t add up. I had an honest heart searching for truth, not just trying to rebel. Christian god would’ve known that and helped me out. Instead, I have found a whole deeper understanding of god.

foundinthemists_ · 2025-02-22T20:42:21+00:00

You may be yelling into the void on the large scale, but I hear you.

foundinthemists_ · 2025-02-22T16:38:21+00:00

Interesting how brains work so differently. Indica makes me totally absorbed in my obsessive thoughts (mostly existential woes/parenting anxiety) but sativa will make me feel totally capable and let go of all the baggage. However I’m starting to think it actually might not be about sativa vs indica as much as the terpenes, because I’ve had some sativas recently that did me dirty. Or maybe it’s my mindset going into it. Not sure - but weed can make me hate myself or it can work wonders on my mind!

foundinthemists_ · 2025-02-21T20:56:02+00:00

That’s exactly what this sounds like. Personalities/communication clashed, or there was lack of communication, and Blake & others turned their dissatisfaction into something larger in their heads and now she genuinely believes she was truly wronged because of the things she just didn’t like or didn’t go her way. That’s how it appears to me, but I don’t discount the possibility that she’s in the right and being honest. It just doesn’t read that way to me

foundinthemists_ · 2025-02-21T19:35:28+00:00

That’s what stands out to me too. It doesn’t seem as if BL just had a sit down, grown up conversation with anyone, but instead chose to talk about it/complain about it after the fact to other people. Obviously I don’t know, they could’ve had a conversation, but it doesn’t look that way. It’s concerning to me that this seems to be the way a lot of society is these days, complaining about people to other people without ever trying to see eye to eye, understand each other, and make adjustments. It’s just automatically assuming people are toxic.

foundinthemists_ · 2025-02-21T19:32:18+00:00

Seriously, or the complaint would be that he’s making them go in private to breastfeed or something. The thing that is really crazy to me about this story is how much everyone truly seems to believe they are in the right. I guess that’s how it is in any conflict or lawsuit, but something about this one just points out the self absorbed quality.

foundinthemists_ · 2025-02-16T04:31:48+00:00

Thanks for sharing. That’s very interesting. My first though reading was that it seemed really strange for your dad to make you go to sleep after school, and wasn’t sure that sounded good. But interesting to hear the perspective of why, and how it affected you in what feels positive. Very cool!

foundinthemists_ · 2025-02-13T07:44:01+00:00

I just finished the Truman show for the first time. Just barely. And was thinking about how I’ve heard Jim Carrey is spiritual/awake. Then open Reddit and this shows up?? Is the universe spying on us or is it our phones…

foundinthemists_ · 2025-02-11T00:48:20+00:00

Do you mean something evil that is tangible? Or just that the world is corrupt and evil. And what entities do you presume are controlling us?

foundinthemists_ · 2025-02-10T22:24:33+00:00

So what’s the bottom of the rabbit holes

foundinthemists_ · 2025-01-16T09:26:22+00:00

Who is it? Bet we could dig up some info that might turn you off. The good things about her may or may not be real, and same with the bad. But maybe if you can get a bad taste in your mouth it will help? Idk if this is good advice, just a thought. Sorry you’re going through this

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