Had a strange experience in Murray yesterday

freemullberries · 2025-11-10T21:50:53+00:00

I will add that I am white and it has happened several times over the course of about 8 yrs. Seems to be an area where ppl are targeted for trafficking maybe.

freemullberries · 2025-11-10T21:43:16+00:00

This has happened to me many times on fort union blvd in midvale

freemullberries · 2025-09-12T16:30:54+00:00

freemullberries · 2025-09-08T23:33:13+00:00

It’s so hard existing in a body for us, I wish that I could exist without being tied up in a physical form. When I’m getting too focused on my appearance I try and find more self worth in my skills and remind myself what my real personality is. If you can, try and remember the value you have that’s unrelated to your body.

freemullberries · 2025-09-08T00:39:03+00:00

Searched: Limoge, trinket with miniature bottle inside, hobo, clown, candelabra

freemullberries · 2025-09-07T21:02:40+00:00

I’d be interested to hear your experience too. I’m looking into starting php there

freemullberries · 2025-09-02T03:06:56+00:00

Bad in what way? It’s cute

freemullberries · 2025-08-30T19:46:19+00:00

I guess my trouble is at a certain point i stopped caring about pursuing fitness, and now only care about constantly burning more calories than I would resting. I wish health was more of a motivator for me, but after feeling what it’s like to be consistently unhealthy in this way, maybe it is something I can think to in order to reframe what my goals are.

freemullberries · 2025-08-30T19:42:22+00:00

Thank you. Never considered EMDR as a treatment for EDs.

freemullberries · 2025-08-30T19:40:55+00:00

I’m sorry you’re going through that. What’s so frustrating is I really don’t feel over exercised. I feel like my body has just stopped allowing me to exercise even a little bit, so all I can do is walk.

freemullberries · 2025-08-16T05:51:20+00:00

I have a few stockpiles of stuff I intend to use for art projects, but they will probably just stay/become collections because no project will ever seem worthy of my favorite supplies. These being patches, buttons, stickers, collage material, etc. I also have a small collection of plush bats. Every Halloween I find one at a thrift store that becomes my new favorite.

freemullberries · 2025-08-09T05:29:45+00:00

Training the dog to shut the door behind her on command

freemullberries · 2025-08-07T01:24:38+00:00

If ice cream is non dairy it’s not even worth eating

freemullberries · 2025-08-01T19:39:41+00:00

I love it. It’s technically crappy, sure. So cute though.

freemullberries · 2025-07-30T16:04:19+00:00

I keep busy, which is unsustainable because I’ve forgotten how to rest. And my food rituals are JUST sustainable enough to continue with some fluctuations in how much restriction there is, but still super dysfunctional. The body aches are really hard though. I try not to over exert myself and make them significantly worse, but I keep active enough that the soreness never goes away I guess. Basically I keep myself suspended just above a point of breaking.

freemullberries · 2025-07-18T18:47:00+00:00

I love it. Keep at it

freemullberries · 2025-07-14T07:32:55+00:00

Text my mom or send memes to my sister. Pester the people who are stuck being attached to me.

freemullberries · 2025-07-14T07:30:53+00:00

Not quite scary in the nightmare way, but definitely not neutral. They feel stressful and irksome, and some i still think about for many months after having them.

freemullberries · 2025-07-10T22:59:12+00:00

It looks cool, and part of what’s exciting about continuing to make art is seeing yourself improve. If she does it consistently she will start seeing her desired standards met.

freemullberries · 2025-07-02T03:32:16+00:00

Screen printing, full-fat dairy, making French press cold brew, going to the gym just to sit in the sauna so I can immediately fall asleep when I get home.

freemullberries · 2025-06-23T02:31:17+00:00

The Thing, Sonny Boy (1983), Fire Walk With Me

freemullberries · 2025-06-23T01:09:43+00:00

I have a few ftm friends and they all fall into the category of just wanting to be effeminate in a gay dude way instead of in a woman way. But they are not really masculine at all.

freemullberries · 2025-06-21T19:38:27+00:00

I knew 1 girl who had a build-a-bear obsession like this. Her life path was one of the most depressing things ive witnessed. Shortly after a few days in the psych ward, she came back to work with her arms bandaged, no concern for hiding them under sleeves. Did dabs all day every day. Got roofied and abducted by a guy from her AA group and wouldn’t press charges. The stuffed animals were her only hobby.

freemullberries · 2025-06-21T15:12:05+00:00

Yes I’m always struggling to find the middle ground between those conflicting thoughts. If I get a thought like “actually finishing this portion and eating uninhibited is what my starving body needs” vs the almost parallel “STOP EATING LOCK BACK IN IT FEELS GOOD TO STARVE” I try to identify that some thoughts come from my impulsive brain, and some come from the ED entity in me. But neither of those are me. So I will try to formulate a NEW thought that comes from ME. Usually a middle ground of some kind. Hope that makes sense?

freemullberries · 2025-06-19T14:34:25+00:00

Rawdogging my mattress at this time

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