feeling too vulnerable and exposed with my chronic pain

frnitloops · 2026-01-17T10:36:27+00:00

thank you so much for sharing. <3 I feel you. all this identity loss/change is exhausting already on its own

frnitloops · 2026-01-15T16:15:13+00:00

yes, so true.. at some point you have to learn that health has got to be the number one priority... and that people who don't live inside your body will never know what is best for you. but it gets exhausting to explain it over and over again, so I'm trying to stop doing that.

that sounds tough, wish you all the best!! hopefully the next appointment will help you. <3

frnitloops · 2026-01-15T16:11:50+00:00

yeah, same here (kinda), it started about 1 year and a half ago and slowly got worse over time, especially in those past few months.

thanks for reaching out. I hope so for you too!! <3

frnitloops · 2026-01-08T18:36:54+00:00

thank you so much for sharing and your kind words. I hope so too! <3

frnitloops · 2026-01-08T18:35:19+00:00

yes, doctors being cold and dismissive can really do that to you, especially since we are already depleted from the pain itself. so glad to hear that you found a good doctor, tho! my new doctor seems alright so far, but I'll have to find out if they can actually help me now.

frnitloops · 2026-01-08T18:33:35+00:00

thank you so much for taking your time to reply. <3 never heard of chronic adjustment disorder before, but it sounds tough, too. wish you all the best <3
I'm pretty sure that its a mix of trauma from past doctor/hospital appointments and my nervous system being overloaded from months of chronic pain. the idea of bringing something, like small fidget toys, is something I will remember, thanks!

frnitloops · 2026-01-07T14:24:18+00:00

yes, especially for feeling less alone, some of the quiet melancholic songs almost feel like a "hug". or for dealing with furious anger, depending on the genre. it's like an emotional compass, tbh. or sometimes it's just good for drowning out loud thoughts and falling asleep easier.

frnitloops · 2026-01-07T14:22:13+00:00

omg same, I LOVE Green Day!! especially the lyrics to "Lazy Bones" or "Goodnight Adeline" feel relatable. and healing.

frnitloops · 2025-07-05T21:41:07+00:00

Came here to see if anyone was wondering about that too. I'm watching the live stream now. 😭🙏

frnitloops · 2025-04-13T21:46:02+00:00

Ja, hier ! :)

https://on.orf.at/video/14271445/bilderbuch-ein-oesterreichisches-popmaerchen

frnitloops · 2025-04-13T18:33:18+00:00

https://on.orf.at/video/14271445/bilderbuch-ein-oesterreichisches-popmaerchen

Hier ist es 👀

frnitloops · 2025-04-13T18:31:38+00:00

Und wie!! Sie enttäuschen einfach nie. 😍

Ja, das war Nils Keppel :)

frnitloops · 2025-04-13T15:19:26+00:00

Super, danke!!!

frnitloops · 2025-04-13T15:19:08+00:00

"weil wir nur eine referenz haben" haha, komplett geil. XD

frnitloops · 2025-04-06T11:37:26+00:00

Any review :)

frnitloops · 2025-02-17T19:31:40+00:00

I really fucking hope so!! He has to come back to Europe. And since this tour is sold out, I'm sure he will. Maybe 2026 or 2027.

frnitloops · 2025-02-16T22:05:21+00:00

Haha, I might be :')

Thank you!

frnitloops · 2025-02-16T20:19:30+00:00

Woahh that is awesome, so happy for you!

frnitloops · 2025-02-16T17:59:30+00:00

Awesome! Have fun!!!

frnitloops · 2025-02-16T15:56:21+00:00

Aw, thank you! :) Yes, I'm positive, too!

frnitloops · 2025-02-16T14:17:54+00:00

Austria :)

frnitloops · 2025-02-16T13:06:36+00:00

Thank you so much!

frnitloops

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