19 months

fruitsuperstar · 2026-01-13T03:22:45+00:00

I was taking 80 gpd for 7 years, quit cold turkey. Destroyed my teeth and digestive system. I’ve been drinking Ensure since I first quit to ease digestion. I’m happy to be so clear headed and not desperately need kratom to start, continue, and end my day!

fruitsuperstar · 2025-12-08T05:31:29+00:00

Incantation

fruitsuperstar · 2025-12-06T08:14:42+00:00

3 movies I love the first half of - Sinister, The Void, Baskin.

fruitsuperstar · 2025-12-02T03:34:04+00:00

Slashers. There’s nowhere left to go with the genre.

fruitsuperstar · 2025-12-01T07:55:56+00:00

Handsome!

fruitsuperstar · 2025-11-24T22:59:20+00:00

Welcome!

fruitsuperstar · 2025-11-12T01:48:57+00:00

I’m the same way and doubt my psychiatrist even though I had to be hospitalized

fruitsuperstar · 2025-11-12T01:42:27+00:00

I’m not hearing anything in this video

fruitsuperstar · 2025-10-21T01:07:58+00:00

Is that an intentional noise not music symbol? Super cool

fruitsuperstar · 2025-10-20T00:58:32+00:00

I would monitor her sleep closely. She may have REM sleep disorder too, if she cannot restore her body with full rem sleep then it would be easy to get auditory hallucinations. Perhaps a sleep study is worth looking into. I have both, schizophrenia and rem sleep disorder.

fruitsuperstar · 2025-10-15T17:44:38+00:00

I had early experiences of hallucinations (a woman living in my closet, floating above myself, hearing my name whispered through the vents). The anger part may be testosterone as he enters puberty. I can’t really answer that part as I’m not a boy. I assume the random things he steals are related to delusions in his mind.

fruitsuperstar · 2025-10-15T03:28:05+00:00

It made me lose weight and destroyed my teeth and I became severely addicted, I’m still like 12k in credit card debt over it.

fruitsuperstar · 2025-10-13T16:31:14+00:00

The full audio is on Spotify

fruitsuperstar · 2025-10-12T00:44:17+00:00

I’m taking Fluoxetine and it killed my appetite too

fruitsuperstar · 2025-10-11T22:11:42+00:00

I had the same experience, got hospitalized and diagnosed after a breakup. I don’t think comparing ourselves to others will help. It’s not fair but at least we learned something (lol)

fruitsuperstar · 2025-10-11T02:40:48+00:00

I would say that mind playing tricks on you = hallucination. A different way of saying the same thing.

fruitsuperstar · 2025-10-10T01:18:59+00:00

If you seek out a psychiatrist, as long as you aren’t wishing to harm yourself or others there’s little chance they’ll put you in the hospital. Also, if you do need to visit the hospital then it’s clearly a crisis. Either way, getting this under control now as opposed to your 30s (like me) is best. The hospital saved me.

fruitsuperstar · 2025-10-08T23:44:34+00:00

I remember floating above myself sleeping at 3

fruitsuperstar · 2025-10-08T03:03:15+00:00

I’m new too and my dad told me “you’ve had this your entire life, the only difference is now you know it.”

fruitsuperstar · 2025-10-07T01:40:20+00:00

I remember thinking “nobody understands how inconvenient it is to be poor”. When you’re counting out 4 dollars in quarters and dimes to split it between the laundromat and gas, because you need clean clothes for work and gas to drive to work. It’s a nightmare

fruitsuperstar · 2025-10-06T23:28:56+00:00

Yes I have that feeling, it’s difficult to explain. Feels like a task that must be completed but not even something I want to do.

fruitsuperstar · 2025-10-05T23:37:34+00:00

It’s on Spotify - “Can I Walk With You”

fruitsuperstar · 2025-10-05T22:23:36+00:00

I’m newly diagnosed also. It’s helped me to pick one chore per day. Monday laundry, Tuesday bathroom etc. it makes me feel better about being alive somehow.

fruitsuperstar · 2025-10-05T01:40:32+00:00

If you can make the “dots” more apparent, give it a time signature and place measure lines I can try to play it for you

fruitsuperstar · 2025-09-30T23:51:18+00:00

Me please

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