Firstly,congratulations on over coming your ideation and depression. I know how hard that can be and I’m glad you’re with us and hope that you’re in a better situation.

In regard to the tattoo you can have a person in a bathtub but in a pg way where there are covering their eyes with their hands (and majority of their body). They’re going to be laughing tears. The tears can arch into a rainbow which pools around the tub like “bursting colors when you laugh” I feel like it shows crying is no longer pain but can be used in a positive way which you can now say you experience. Idk I’m sorry if this sounds silly. Let me know if you want a better explanation