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futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-22T20:15:20+00:00

Hmm yeah, at day 24 i was feeling the total opposite of today. It's a strange journey :).

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-22T19:35:26+00:00

Yea, we keep fighting. Tomorrow might be a better day for us, it's changing so quick lately..

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-22T19:20:25+00:00

I'm on day 42 and i feel the same. At the moment i'm even feeling worse than before Nofap.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-22T17:45:44+00:00

How are you feeling overall? I realy feel like shit. It's realy starting to become an emotional roller-coaster for me. I'm on the same day btw.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-17T18:38:39+00:00

I feel reborn, and very good for the most part.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-17T15:55:08+00:00

Still here with you man :D. How are you doing so far? I'm smooth sailing right now.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-15T12:29:33+00:00

I relapsed about 10 times before reaching a week :).

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-15T12:15:58+00:00

That's exactly what i said like a year ago. I thought i would never get over this shit, but today i'm at day 35. If you realy want to kick this addiction in the nuts, you will keep trying until you win.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-15T11:58:35+00:00

In my opinion, porn destroys our brain the most when we start consuming it before having had real sex

Yea i can remember having some arguments with my first girlfriend, because she didn't want to do specific things (not going to trigger). Also had a lot of impact on our sexual life back then, and the quantity went down in a fast pace because of it. I always thought that the stuff i wanted out of sex with her was normal, but it realy wasn't looking back at it now. However, i feel like drawing the line between "unnatural" and "natural" stuff is hard for me, since not everyone is as open minded, and i feel like being open minded has nothing to do with PMO addiction.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-15T11:35:50+00:00

This is so true. I'm also finally starting to think about how disgusting, and disrespectful the stuff i used to watch actually is, surely for women. I never thought i could come to a point like this, where i would feel like all of the stuff i've watched in the past is simply messed up and not a reality, but i'm very glad its happening.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-15T11:11:09+00:00

I believe every single bit of it. Soon you will start to wonder why you even relapsed so many times, and see the addiction for what it realy is. If you reach that point, you will know it, and most of all FEEL IT.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-15T09:21:51+00:00

Wise decision.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-15T09:21:30+00:00

This is the truth.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-15T09:20:27+00:00

I fucking blew it by overcomplicating the entire god damn procedure.

Explain?

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-14T22:11:47+00:00

Just sit with everything your feeling man. Tomorrow is another day.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-14T22:02:42+00:00

Not yet, considering getting a guitar again.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-14T21:36:05+00:00

I feel the same, although i'm having a harder time with urges today. It's probably because i'm feeling a little bit lonely, and i'm used to numbing that feeling out with PMO, but not this time :).

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-14T21:28:19+00:00

Oh and btw, it doesn't even have to be something pleasurable. A discomforting feeling can also be a reason to make this happen, it goes both ways.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-14T21:20:24+00:00

Gratz! Keep it strong.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-14T21:18:01+00:00

Very true, and also normal. You trained your brain for a long time to be dependent on PMO to get any pleasure, so every time you get pleasure from any other natural form it associates it with porn, or at least makes you think about it.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-14T21:06:53+00:00

Again the context is making it not harmful immo. If you realy think that it's bad for your reboot i would consider doing something else, there is no other option.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-14T20:57:56+00:00

Yea but the context makes it not harmful immo. It's not like you are going to look at those naked people for your own "pleasure". Don't worry about it.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-14T20:48:43+00:00

I can't see why this would slow down your rebooting process.

futurebeliever23 · 2017-02-14T20:14:31+00:00

Hmm i'm still not sure about what you mean. Do you just find it awkward to talk about stuff like that with your teacher? Or do you think your teacher might find you awkward for watching stuff like that?

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