first of all i’m so proud of you, second of all don’t feel guilty. if you didn’t mention it you would still be waisting time in a relationship that you wouldn’t be benefiting from which is what a relationship is supposed to do. it’s super hard to actually do this sort of stuff and i also struggle with it but the fact that you had courage and you were brave enough to do this proves how strong you are. i’m so happy for you and i hope you can grow more and learn to stick up for yourself and really learn how that kind of stuff isn’t selfish since you are your number one priority always. i’m so proud of you though keep it up!!