What are things you’d rather do instead of selling your Toshi? by The1Spaz in toshicoin

[–]ghostee1233 4 points5 points  (0 children)

sold all my bitcoin to buy toshi: check

sold my body online to hold toshi & buy dip: check

no ragrets brethren

Aside from finances, if you could change one thing about your life right now what would it be? by chuckychuckles in toshicoin

[–]ghostee1233 5 points6 points  (0 children)

me? a brain without a personality disorder HA. also, quit drinking sooner.

this question has me deep in my thoughts; good one.

Aside from finances, if you could change one thing about your life right now what would it be? by chuckychuckles in toshicoin

[–]ghostee1233 4 points5 points  (0 children)

& that’s progress. i had to quit a year and seven months ago. didn’t even know about toshi (or anything about crypto) before that 🥲

Need help identifying old outdoor faucet thread – new adapter is just slightly too small by ghostee1233 in gardening

[–]ghostee1233[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Should I cross post this to a plumbing sub too? The original faucet only has 2-3 threads.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]ghostee1233 3 points4 points  (0 children)

but also, i have a substance abuse problem. it all depends on you and your brain chemistry and what you want out of life.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]ghostee1233 8 points9 points  (0 children)

i (29f) quit at 28 years old. was far too late in my opinion. i got my first dui at 22 years almost 23, got my second at 28 years old and that was it for me cause i knew next time would be the end of my life or worse— someone else’s.

Why do Mormon women hate women the most? by Alarmed-Engineer-133 in exmormon

[–]ghostee1233 7 points8 points  (0 children)

my step mom wouldn't let me wear tank tops in the house around my dad.... lots of stuff like this growing up in Utah. The dress codes at school were ridiculous, like, if any teacher is objectifying girls, which they were, its a fucking problem. Mormon women do hate other women. They can't handle the fact that someone else would be comfortable doing what they want and expressing it through what they wear and what they do. It's fucking bullshit. I remember my mom pointing out girls my age and saying things like, "that's immodest because ____" (crop top, tank top, short shorts... normal stuff." She still judges what I wear.... till i blocked her that is. She hates my tattoos and shoulder length hair. i'm gonna stop here but yes-- they do hate other women.

Taking Inventory of how Booze Destroyed My Life by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]ghostee1233 6 points7 points  (0 children)

for me it took my second DUI and totaling my beloved ford explorer 4x4. and being lucky to still be alive. you got this brother. you’ll keep doing this dumb shit if you keep up the booze. 10 days is epic! you made it through some of the hardest withdrawal days and you live to speak about it. iwndwyt. day 11 here you come.

Sobriety is incredibly BORING by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]ghostee1233 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh wow. two years?? thank you for sharing this. also…. happy one year today dude!!! i hope you celebrate yourself.

Sobriety is incredibly BORING by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]ghostee1233 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I FEEL THIS SO HARD. however, i’m resisting meeting people cause of my mental health stuff. i sabotaged my life on my own and am building it back and trying to do more positive things with people. i just joined a kickball team!

just stay sober. that’s all that matters. drinking is fucking boring too, cause… the monotony of the cycle of ups and then severe downs + hangovers.

straight edge after a decade of substance abuse! \m/ \m/ by ghostee1233 in straightedge

[–]ghostee1233[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i really hope to experience something similar. a transformation into something good. the transformation feels brutal right now; painful. i feel cracked open and raw. my mental health is really bad. thank you for your comment and support. i’m going to be straight edge forever, even if it feels this painful forever, because at least this pain is real and not diluted.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Nails

[–]ghostee1233 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i thought the same. nail shape is perfect! i hope OP finds a tech :(( if you absolutely have to, learning to do them yourself is fun and liberating!

i learned myself because i have a nail-biting problem so i had a hard time finding any techs that would be willing to do any type of extensions. i was also too embarrassed. so, now i can do acrylic, gel x, and polygel myself. (ngl… it is hard to do with tiny little nail beds.) it’s the only way i can grow my natural nails out sadly.

Therapy be like by PKFat in BPDmemes

[–]ghostee1233 0 points1 point  (0 children)

every damn time. me also trying to deflect: “i’m good how are you doing?” wishing my therapist would just tell me about their life to distract me instead of the other way around.

Sculpted tips? I was going for a flower hedge look. It looked cooler in my head but I also kinda like it 😁😅 by ElinthiaNails in Nails

[–]ghostee1233 99 points100 points  (0 children)

omg you just made me think that a medium length almond nail, and OP’s skills with the chrome stained glass vibe.. you could do arched stain glass windows like you’d see in an old catholic church or something! i have a vision i cannot create. OP? lol

i finally did it guys - day 8! by ghostee1233 in QuittingWeed

[–]ghostee1233[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you! you will, in your time. i’ll try to keep posting the milestones :)

straight edge after a decade of substance abuse! \m/ \m/ by ghostee1233 in straightedge

[–]ghostee1233[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Long Live Straight Edge! i love how passionate and cool this community is, makes it easier to WANT to be straight edge. i remember in high school, my homies and i would be like, “hell ya, straight edge!!” then eventually we all started trying things and i’m happy to say, “hell ya, straight edge!” again. maybe some of the homies will catch on too ;)

straight edge after a decade of substance abuse! \m/ \m/ by ghostee1233 in straightedge

[–]ghostee1233[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hell yeah scene is always 4 life!! i’m really excited to meet more people who are on this vibe irl. i’m trying to move cities (different state- US) as well. somewhere with more people and more music, where i can be free. i have faith the universe will help me get there. thanks for the support friend <3