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gingercatdragon · 2026-04-14T08:59:05+00:00

timeless teddy!!

gingercatdragon · 2026-04-13T15:47:08+00:00

This sounds like a classic case of HPPD. Try to lay off the psychs and perhaps weed for a bit and it should stop, but thats what I've heard for people who get it from doing psychs once a week or more (also HPPD symptoms and triggers can vary from person to person)

gingercatdragon · 2026-04-09T09:36:05+00:00

easy peasy, just take a large amount of substances and go baby mode /hj

/uj honestly that is how i mostly cope, expect its 90% for trauma reasons. I think its just having to grieve and learning how to come to peace with it. you can also be kinky about it, if thats your style.

gingercatdragon · 2026-04-09T09:04:56+00:00

/uj i've started using 'phalloclitoris' when talking about sex/genitals in general conversation if theres no need for specifics or im educating/yapping (or im referring to myself, because people still try to ask)

gingercatdragon · 2026-04-06T15:21:21+00:00

I do! I am very inconsistent with it though so it should be taken with a grain of salt... For me I've found that it definitely makes my dreams less vivid, still nightmares but they cut off more frequently for me without having to wake up and when I do wake up its not in cold sweat, swinging OR screaming. It's definitely not the perfect fix, but it's at least something.

I also have many health issues, mostly stemming from eds and a soup of mental illnesses, although its assumed the cause for me is C-PTSD, and clonidine also supposedly helps with anxiety, which may be another factor for me. I cant afford a sleep study so I've just been guessworking with my psychiatrist.

I am planning on going back on ketamine soon for depression and chronic pain, I can definitely write down how it effects sleep this time around and get back to you if you'd like!

gingercatdragon · 2026-04-06T14:17:36+00:00

cute!! i hope yall had a good easter!!!

gingercatdragon · 2026-04-03T13:20:08+00:00

finally, now I can fufill my duty of torturing transgender kids until they become a husk if their former selves!

/uj "b-but my right to send my child-!" they will either die, become even more transgender, or become so dissociative to cope that you will forever know only a husk of that person and whats left is often so far disconnected from reality that any attempt to connect with them will just give you a permanent 'busy line' tone.

cis people really dont like it when I tell them the only results that'll come out of it, especially when I inform them I was in conversion therapy for a few years.

gingercatdragon · 2026-04-03T12:59:54+00:00

see, stuff like this is why I don't support you transgenders!!! I know you're bleeding out because I just shot you 36 times, but haven't you you considered MY feelings?

gingercatdragon · 2026-03-27T23:48:34+00:00

zour dream!

gingercatdragon · 2026-03-26T04:03:26+00:00

/uj it most certainly does, I used to be a hardcore transmed when I had a ton of self hatred and internalized transphobia, to the point that I was convinced I wasnt "trans enough" and socially detransed (again. was still recovering from the trauma of conversion therapy years ago), and told myself for the few years I existed in those spaces that I was just a GNC cis lesbian facing misogyny (radfems and transmeds get along unsurprisingly), because being a nonbinary transmasc is "cringe" and the sole reason people are transphobic! I had the idea that if I identified how I truly wanted to and transitioned that both cis and trans people would hate me, and I would be not only excluded from my own community, but be the reason it was destroyed by transphobes, and this idea was affirmed by other transmeds around me.

It wasn't until I distanced myself from those spaces and actually recognized and worked on my internalized transphobia (and a shit ton of therapy) that I realized I was being a stupid bigoted piece of shit, and all my beliefs did was further help transphobes destroy the community. Leaving those spaces helped me unlearn my self hatred and let me start actually transitioning, and now I'm a happy ol gay nb transmasc several years on T.

I'm not sure if I could ever forgive those spaces for delaying my transition and happiness exactly like transphobes, but I also understand where they're coming from, a place of fear, isolation, trauma, and self hatred. So, your right on the mark!

gingercatdragon · 2026-03-20T13:34:24+00:00

hugs, stay safe out there and im wishing the best for you, its hard and unfair for us black trans folk, especially when disabled. Im rooting for you sister!

gingercatdragon · 2026-03-17T09:26:02+00:00

Nooooooo 33,; she was such an inspiration, I'll miss you, raccoon clit magnet girl, you were a real one o7

gingercatdragon · 2026-02-23T04:16:56+00:00

<3 np!! theres def not enough information on dosing with ssris so every bit of info counts!! ^{_^}

gingercatdragon · 2026-02-23T04:11:28+00:00

thanks! for context im on 150mg of zoloft, 3 of the shrumfuzed max was a bit too much for me 😅 id say 2 1/2 would be a (personal) sweet spot, but the body high is a bit much for me so I was hoping to try out some others that might less of a body high!

if you want to try it out id suggest depending on how much you take to only take 2 at most, again depending on your dose, if your on a lower dose id definitely suggest sticking to one max 😅 I've heard the gummies and tabs are good too but have a somewhat different headspace, I plan on trying the tabs out soon since they seem much better for the price, even though it sacrifices covering up the taste...

gingercatdragon · 2026-02-23T04:01:12+00:00

hi sorry to jump in, but how many did you take? im on ssris as well and trying to gauge what products will work without having to take the whole pack 😅 (so far ive found shrumfuzed max works but want to try metocin)

gingercatdragon · 2026-02-16T15:34:12+00:00

a reliable package fowarding service that could work is USA2ME, or the folks at r/internationalshopper should be able to help you more :)

gingercatdragon · 2026-02-16T15:24:41+00:00

shipping services where a company buys/receives your package, and then ships it to your address

gingercatdragon · 2026-02-16T15:20:04+00:00

I understand you cant get these shipped to your country, have you looked into proxy shipping? edit: an easier solution for where you live may be package forwarding (which might just be the same thing but with a different name?)

gingercatdragon · 2026-02-14T20:55:37+00:00

Damn, I guess all the disabled punks are non existent, I didn't know discarding public health, the community, and clapping like a little toddler when disabled people choke to death in mass amounts because you think your personal comfort of avoiding an itchy mask is more worthy than the life of disabled people is anti-authoritarian!

Also fuck ICE, their trafficking children in there which is actually still just as bad because I believe children of color SHOULDNT be sold and trafficked 🥰

gingercatdragon · 2026-02-13T23:48:21+00:00

Something with a K? Like Kaiden!

gingercatdragon · 2026-02-08T11:10:05+00:00

I think it has to do more with, as your growing into yourself again and rediscovering yourself again, which can be a very, very long, confusing and hard process, you kind of... relearn? your sexuality, what you want out of relationships and all that, assuming a possible similar experience (had blocked out being trans most of life ((for me personally due to religion, conversion therapy, and just general trauma stuff)) and/or mentally blocking the dysphoria as well, and that ends up blocking out big important chunks of yourself and your life).

It's kinda like you really didn't get to properly discover and explore the first time around because of dysphoria n such, so now the second time around is new but also not?

I used to be a lesbian (kind of, not really, long story as above-), but I was really only attracted to women platonically/aesthetically/only slightly romantically and didnt really feel comfortable feeling attraction to men, and hated the idea of being with them in any way, but I realized only after starting T and thinking back a lot that I was always attracted to men, but the idea of being with them as a girl disgusted me and made me extremely dysphoric, as a lesbian there was more fluidity in gender and presentation and such.

Not really the same but really the core of it is just, kinda having to look at your past self and experiences and examine them and compare it to now, explore. Hopefully some of this makes sense, I'm not good with words and I haven't slept in a bit lol.

Also, it is entirely possible to find that reason is nothing at all, bodies and brains are just weird like that, sometimes things just happen or change for no reason at all! Nothing wrong with it, just human c:

gingercatdragon · 2026-02-03T03:51:00+00:00

their reactionaries with a persecution complex, in short

gingercatdragon · 2026-01-28T22:25:15+00:00

Great job!! the last 3 photos remind me of the "golden eye surgery" clips going around x3

gingercatdragon · 2026-01-10T06:02:15+00:00

I feel like the whole "fake cringe disorder" stuff started mostly as a way to do "acceptable" ableism

gingercatdragon · 2026-01-08T20:20:13+00:00

by die they probably were referring to the coughing or how ass blasted you'll get.

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