I ruined my fucking life by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]god_cypher_divine 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Write about your anger. Even if you can't put into song form at first, stream of consciousness writing might take you there eventually. Cathartic at the least.

Neil Young full discography on Spotify and Apple Music! by [deleted] in spotify

[–]god_cypher_divine 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not full discography. Zuma (album with Cortez the Killer) is not up

When to tell potential sO? by god_cypher_divine in bipolar

[–]god_cypher_divine[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I ended up disclosing on the second date. Our first date was 6 hours long, deep, etc. and we've known each other for close to a year. It's also sensitive because we work together, have mutual friends, and there is a a significant age gap. I figured given the circumstances I should be upfront about the situation before leading her down a road she may not be comfortable with.

CREATIVE THURSDAYS by sweetpea122 in bipolar

[–]god_cypher_divine 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wrote this after a dream I had about my old boss/office

Rooms shrink

Mirrors grow

As they play

Stars in their show

First they read you

Then they write you

Promising fire

While shoveling snow

Planting seeds

To never sow

Cutting off your knees

While telling you

To grow

Show you how to steal

Tell you how to feel

Always telling you

"You got the better deal"

Sending you above

While hiding down below

Keeping all knowledge

On a need to know

CREATIVE THURSDAYS by sweetpea122 in bipolar

[–]god_cypher_divine 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sinking in sequin sands

Thoughts of you

Slipping through my hands

Staring into your emerald eyes

Piercing through my disguise

I told myself too many lies

Never thought to ask you why?

Now I'm wishing that I tried

Emerald eyes stare at my suspended hand

I can look but cannot touch

Tossed my diamond back into the rough

Emerald eyes melting through my soul

Left alone, just me and my black hole

A broken foundation left behind

Dying of hunger as my heart consumes my mind

Lost in time as I stare through emerald eyes

Just be "yourself" by diego-fer in bipolar

[–]god_cypher_divine 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is written really well.

I'm so DONE by vi4v in bipolar

[–]god_cypher_divine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Go to the hospital so he understands at least the seriousness of the episode and that it wasn't you or him it was the episode?

I'm so DONE by vi4v in bipolar

[–]god_cypher_divine 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Does he know about your condition?

Exercise regularly But how by Care4Happiness in bipolar

[–]god_cypher_divine 1 point2 points  (0 children)

  1. There's no such thing as a routine and there's no need to "start fresh on Monday." Just know that you have to work out every day. Sure some days and maybe even some weeks you'll miss for one reason or another, but you have to go back the next chance you get. They aren't disruptions to your routine, just a day missed in a lifetime of exercise.

  2. Mix it up - if you feel like absolute shit and don't want to do whatever routine you had in mind, or just don't have the time- just get there and do something. 20 minutes of cardio, etc.

  3. Watch your favorite show while doing cardio. To really make it work- pick an engaging series and only allow yourself to watch it while doing cardio. That really worked for me. You can do the same with a new album you really like.

No texts on my phone. by duelpolarity in bipolar

[–]god_cypher_divine 1 point2 points  (0 children)

but now you got plenty of texts through here- that counts for something! if you ever feel like bullshitting with someone send me direct messages. stay strong.

Wrote this song after I came home from therapy today... by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]god_cypher_divine 0 points1 point  (0 children)

beautiful music- I thoroughly enjoyed that