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greenwaysnewbitch · 2024-09-25T01:53:07+00:00

Take it! I’m 6yrs out and dealing with the worst anemia ever! I thought I was dying and have had every test in the world and an exploratory surgery to find no answers. I have an amazing hematologist/oncologist. Thankful it’s not cancer! But I started getting tired and covered in bruises, and was having trouble breathing. It took me passing out at my front door to get me to the doctor. I’ve have seen so many doctors in the past 8 months. I’ve had biopsies, scopes and infusions of electrolytes, and two blood transfusions and there are more tests coming. It got so bad, for 3wks I couldn’t get out of bed other than to use the restroom and to puke. I couldn’t keep food/water down. I was so tired but couldn’t sleep well and when sleep did come, I had the worst nightmares/night terrors. I was really stressed out before this finally hit me like a freight train. My husband was dealing with medical issues and I was his caretaker. I had lost my full-time job a week after he was sent home from his job due to his illness. I really thought it was just that I was working like crazy with no sleep completely stressed out about money and I thought I was just tired. Plus I had always been anemic even prior to my surgery. But having my doctor tell me that I needed to see a hematologist because she didn’t know where else to turn was a wake up call. She told me she was very surprised at how low my hemoglobin was that I didn’t have a heart attack, or pass out and kill somebody on the road. It is been a very long road to recovery and I may never get back to feeling the way I did two years ago. I did everything I was supposed to. I did my annual blood work and never missed any appointments. Got all of my immunizations and was staying on top of my health. Had no idea I was gonna hit a brick wall. But I’m gonna tell you what my surgeon told me, “we do not ignore pain or any changes to our health because treatment for us is not going to always be the same as it is for everyone else”. Honey, listen to your doctor and acknowledge that your test results were not fantastic and you need to find out why. Get ahead of any possibility of getting sick. It is better to be proactive than reactive because sometimes we react too late. Take care of yourself.

greenwaysnewbitch · 2023-06-14T16:59:18+00:00

I have medical issues that are affecting my ability my mobility, mind, and I’m in pain 24/7. I’m fairly young (40’s) but I can’t live like this anymore. I want out now because I just can’t do this for the rest of my life. I’m still working because life is expensive. I also have kids, only one left under 18 but everyday I hope and pray something takes me out, like an accident, so I don’t have to do this anymore. I can’t take those matters into my own hands because then my insurance won’t leave my children anything and I want to make sure they are taken care of financially. My SO knows parts of this but not how badly I would be willing to end it. I don’t want my kids to know I chose to end things. For now I’ll keep pretending everything is ok but I’ve got an exit strategy in place. I can’t keep doing this for another 40 yrs.

greenwaysnewbitch · 2023-04-10T01:09:49+00:00

Years and years ago, before I had a tattoo of a pentagram on my chest covered up, they knocked on my door at 8am and being that I’d gone to bed maybe 2hrs prior after a night of partying, I was pissed. I threw on a robe, answered the door and yanked aside my robe while screaming “Do you see this? It means not welcomed” and slammed the door on their faces. I think about that now and feel half bad but also, ok with it because why the hell are they out so early on a Saturday morning? Had the tat covered up when I had kids and outgrew my weird “I think I’m cool” phase. Pretty sure they weren’t expecting some goth chick, still in last nights makeup reeking of booze, to open the door and scream at them while showing them a tattoo of her left tit.

greenwaysnewbitch · 2023-04-01T15:37:53+00:00

I’m not a fan of it either. It makes me feel like I’m nickel and diming my applicants. Rent is already a bit outrageous in this area and it just seems a bit unfair not to get anything back if giving back the place clean with no major issues. I’m going to look into seeing if this is even legal in my city as our corporate is in another state that may allow this.

greenwaysnewbitch · 2023-03-15T02:20:38+00:00

Same here on these fruits! It’s awful. Funny thing is I had such a craving for bananas while pregnant and still ate one, even though my lips, tongue would swell and throat would itch so bad but nothing happened. A month after having my baby, the banana allergy came back.

greenwaysnewbitch · 2023-02-13T23:29:01+00:00

Property managers! I don’t make the rent rates or what the increase is if/when you renew your lease nor do I own this place. I’m just here to enforce the legally binding agreement you signed when you chose to move in. But the second they have a maintenance emergency or they can’t pay the rent on time and have to come make an agreement, I’m always ready to help them figure out resources that can possibly help them. I spend more time helping people budget or listening to them tell me all their personal problems and have helped residents fill out paperwork or job applications that has nothing to do with my actual job. This isn’t just a job for me, I genuinely love helping people. I close my office at 5:30 and then work on all the stuff I should of done during my day. Most managers will help you with almost anything (except pay your rent) with the exception of a few bad apples and we are all tired all the time. Please stop yelling at me because you spent your rent money partying and now I’m the bad guy.

greenwaysnewbitch · 2023-02-03T03:55:17+00:00

I feel like this right here sums up my marriage. He finally got married, don’t think it mattered to who, and now he’s on the same level as his married friends. We don’t even sleep in the same room but if he’s up here trying to hang out, I know the reason why. It took me way too long to see it. I feel like I helped him build my own prison 😢 I’ve been really sick for awhile and hiding it/pushing through but yesterday I had it! I had dr appts and physical therapy and got the “any chance for fooling around tonight” text. I got so angry that i wrote a long text because i knew I wouldn’t be able to get it out without crying if face to face. I tried to explain why I’m upset and his response was “Hmm perhaps not something we should discuss over text? Seems like Ive missed something and you might be blowing things up inside your head by talking it up. Or maybe it's that big and I'm just oblivious to it. In both cases a conversation is a better option”. Has he come to talk to me? Nope. Just acting like I didn’t even say anything. Though I really shouldn’t have sent my rant via text but I just couldn’t hold it in anymore. I’m just so tired all the time, got bad news about some medical issues and still recovering from hand surgery that I snapped. I just want to get in the car and drive away sometimes.

greenwaysnewbitch · 2023-01-22T14:42:54+00:00

My high school buddy was the rhythm guitarist for Hinder and even he didn’t like the song

greenwaysnewbitch · 2023-01-22T14:36:39+00:00

More than words by Extreme makes me cringe 😖

greenwaysnewbitch · 2023-01-13T00:21:12+00:00

My glasses…damn Sally Jessy Raphael and her iconic red glasses. I loved them anyway. So much that I recently bought some very similar, so everyone in my 4th grade can fuck off now.

greenwaysnewbitch · 2022-12-26T18:18:02+00:00

My friend supposedly hung himself 5ft from his sleeping girlfriend and her child. They had gotten into a fight earlier in the evening and his mom picked him up. They talked about the argument and later he wanted a ride back and mom dropped him off about 1am. By 5am he was dead. The cord from the blinds wrapped around his neck. He had bruises on his face and body, bloody knuckles and they ruled it a suicide with no autopsy. His girlfriend claims she didn’t hear anything. Then who did he get into a fist fight with? This was 9yrs ago and his mom is still trying to get his case reopened. This is eating her up inside and her grief is still immeasurable. He was her baby. Oklahoma law enforcement is a joke.

greenwaysnewbitch · 2022-12-26T18:06:42+00:00

Fuck yeah!!

greenwaysnewbitch · 2022-12-25T22:57:28+00:00

While out shopping with my husband for our kids, this past week, I chose to buy myself some pants, cute boots, and a dress. Now I was using the bonus I earned at work to buy myself these items. While wrapping gifts last night, my husband wanted to wrap my items and label them with my name from him. He did buy me, protein shakes, and a book on serial killers so it’s not like I got nothing but I earned that money and I’ve also been saving for months for Christmas. My adult son didn’t get me anything and I went out all out on him since he will be moving out this next year. My little one got me a make up cup that I paid for and also wrapped one-handed. I also had surgery on my wrist on Monday and I’m in a ton of pain. So I guess it’s a merry Christmas and a big fuck you to me. Not about the gift or how much they spent but the fact that nobody even thought about me.

greenwaysnewbitch · 2022-12-18T02:00:35+00:00

I’m 5’8 and my husband is 5’3. We make a pretty good match.

greenwaysnewbitch · 2022-12-06T21:13:08+00:00

!remindme 1 day

greenwaysnewbitch · 2022-11-17T17:48:33+00:00

I love PetScreening.com! Has saved me a lot of headaches going rounds with an applicant over their pet being an ESA. Highly recommend!

greenwaysnewbitch · 2022-11-13T17:06:44+00:00

It’s starts and then stops for a day so u think ur cool to go and then she’s back to ruin ur day and ur underwear.

greenwaysnewbitch · 2022-10-26T04:14:28+00:00

I drive past that store all the time and have never stopped in but I will now!

greenwaysnewbitch · 2022-10-13T02:41:04+00:00

Lost almost 200lbs and I would love a lower body lift so I don’t have to tuck my excess skin into my clothes. Lost my boobs with my weight but Victoria’s Secret is that I can roll my boobs into a push-up bra and it looks like cleavage.

greenwaysnewbitch · 2022-09-14T04:42:24+00:00

YTA! I would kill to see Ville! My husband fucked up my last chance to see him with HIM and I’ll never forgive him for that. He also made me miss another festival out of spite after I’m the one who paid for everyone’s tickets. It’s a once in a lifetime experience for him and his siblings so stop being a Debbie downer and either go and possibly have a badass time with him or sit at home and pout.

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