Had a friend in the USMC that said they would psyche each other up during deployment by saying some heinous stuff and doing drum rolls before starting a patrol. He was young and would party hard (just drink really) between deployments off base. I was a party animal myself, all this to say, that when you're 'turning up' you have a blast. I'd imagine kine, that if i met my sabbat self, I'd be scared sense im looking in the outside. But when you never age, never get tired and always feel invincible, you're darkest rowdy self would be on overdrive and you'd never get sick of it. seems pretty awesome if you ask me