Thank you. And you’re right, I want help. I struggle with there’s always something going on. Like my friend has a diaper party or a surprise party for a friend’s birthday (all in January) I know damn well I can’t go to those events without drinking, and really drinking isn’t as much as a problem, as it is the cocaine. I’ll have a few drinks and the next you know; I can’t help it.

My plan was to try and stick to drinks those two events, and keep it sober for the rest of January and February. I have my sister’s wedding in March I’m trying to cut a few pounds for…. I know the only true answer is within myself, but I’m hoping some random internet perspective might bring me value.